You know the old saying "You don't know what you had until it's gone?" Well, to my ex girlfriend/fiancee, that feeling is all to real. Yesterday she was acting a fool, and one thing led to another...one foul word led to a breakup, and now she realizes that she lost the best thing she EVER had. Granted, she is 19, and I am a couple days shy of 25, she still did not have the maturity she needed to be in a relationship. She was always quick to respond without thinking of her words, and finally after months of putting up with this, I just got to the point where I was tired of it. back to the point of this blog, tonight I went out for a couple hours...but when I got home she called me bawling. We had talked earlier this evening about taking some time apart and working with handling our own issues. Less than 3 hours after we had decided that we would take some time to figure out what all was going on, she was hit with the fact of knowing that I was no longer "hers." After knowing this for a few hours, it completely made her rethink everything that she had done and said. She called me bawling and telling me that she was going to be unable to handle it like she thought she could. I tried to tell her that once I was gone, it was going to get to her and she didn't believe that it would; in the end everyone should cherish what they have in life, relationships, and in general before allowing something stupid to come along and bring down everything. Hope those who read this will gather this rationale, and understand that it is easier to hold on to what you have than have to deal with losing it...
Goodnight
