amazing
its amazing how u can smile at me
when u really just wanna push me off a clip if u could
its amazing how u can whipe my tears,
but behind my back ur the one causing it
its amazing how u can say the sweetes thing to me
but then turn around n say most hurtfull things u can
but wuts the most amazing wit all off this, is that
u think i dont know
*smirks* seriously how stuiped do u think i am?
Bitch just fuckin speake up n cut the damn crap,
why bother bein fake? i already know
why waste ur time bein fake?
aint gonna do u no good, just gonna piss u off more actually
I LOVE MAKIN HATERS HATE ME EVEN MORE *smirks*
Family
hm wut to say,
family suppose to be there for each other when its needed
family suppose to care unconditionally
family is suppose to help whenever they can without expecting any back
that's fuckin bullshit!
in reality, that aint the case
today 2009 its all about yaself n wuts best for u
fuckin bullshit, guess im not supose to be in this world cus shit like this
aint in my book
cant ever be that selfish n i refuse to turn like that
shit so just fuckin kill me now n be done with it
idk
im lost
lost in thoughts
lost in feelings
idk wut u want from me
idk wut i want myself
im so lost
lost in my own world
lost in ur world
idk
i just... idk
sad for all the time my embrace was empty of you
sad for being stubborn to be sad
sad for touching objects baring your presence
sad for not touching you...
sad for re adi ng your name everywhere i turn
sad for all the blue jackets other men should not have worn
sad for all my weak spots left to be weak
sad to open my eyes in the morning
sad for a cruel truth not even dreams can survive
sad without dreaming
sad of nothing to hope for
sad for still seing beautiful things worth for you to know
sad...
written by : Cristina Geanta
dont know wut i feel,
dont know wut i should feel,
dont got any right feelin like i do,
shit just hate the way i feel