Jessa's blog: "thoughts"

why do i let ppl get to me the way i do. i try to be nice i try to be friends but its just not good enough for some ppl. im sry if i cant love someone when its not there anymore. am i so wrong?

dont u just love how ppl r now a days. best friend one minute and worse enemy the next...or ppl who say ur their friends and what not bt where are they when u really need someone..or ppl tell u that ur so good looking but when they dont get what they want or what they were expecting u dont hear nething more from them...i dont know maybe its me and im to trusting. i told myself im not gonna let ppl walk all over me ne more and thats exactly what im gonna do be a stronger person and to hell with the ppl who dont care...maybe i have grown inside and learned from shit...well ttyl have fun..

just something i feel to be so true but yet i still cant smile... Girls are like apples on trees. The best one are at the top of the tree. The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree

ok just a lil rant here.. first off y is it that ppl look t some of the stuff i post but i never get ne replys r love from em... i mean i try to do somethign if its something like that. second y is it that u never find out stuff til its too late and u cant do anything about it???well i guess thats life. and one more thing thanks to all those who do show me luv and i have lots of luv for ya'll... peace jessi

ok this is terrible we can repost things for contests or to get cherry points but with all thats going on ppl cant take what a whole minute to take and repost about something that is serious. im not doing this just because its close to where i live but stop and think about it...what if it would have happened by you or to someone you know..last thing i heard was 5 innocent little girls lost their lives and mothers and fathers lost their little girl i mean one family not only lost 1 but 2 of their daughters...I mean come on have a little heart just because u dont know them or they might not read this its still a sign of respect. wouldnt u want the same..i mean a guy from the area heard bout it went home faound some of the kids walkin on the street picked them up took them home making sure they were safe. then went to his nieghbors and a local store and made sure every1 was ok. now that is someone who knows how to show respect. so i guess what im saying is show some kind of respect for these people because they are just that PEOPLE!!!!!im not trying to come off as a bytch or tell ya what to do but i take these kind of things very seriously and i hope that something like this doesnt happen to my children when they go to school. i give the families that this happened to great sympothy in everything that they are going thru and wish them all the best...So hopefully this has stuck in some of you alls heads and waken u up just a lil bit in how cold some ppl can be...these girls did nothing wrong but yet they pay for someone elses mistakes..so please think about them and pray for them and their familys and the girls that r still fighting for their lives.... blu_eyed_bytch(jessi)

	The Twelve Days of Christmas for icey_tears:
Day #	Who?		What they got you
1st			The Marquis de Sade's sex drive
2nd			a dildo
3rd			A reverse strip tease
4th			a full-body condom
5th			a strap-on
6th			The Marquis de Sade's sex drive
7th			a keg of lube
8th			A forty pronged whip for lashing all of your friends
9th			A prepaid phone card to your favourite 1-900 number
10th			a gigantic penis in your yard, drawn in flaming gasoline
11th			most of a dead hooker
12th			A tape of you showering which they filmed without your knowledge
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stoner You are 75% stoner



You are a fairly regular stoner. You are probably the kid who is always smoking up at the back corner of the parking lot of your high school. You like experimenting with other stuff – although you are too clever to really get addicted to anything.

Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com A Peacock



A peacock represents your sexual appetite. You like to look good to attract potential lovers and you are very preoccupied with sex – not that that is a bad thing. You are into fantasizing, and enjoy sex a lot.

Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 71% kinky



You are kinky. You are always up for trying something new in the bedroom... or wherever else you chose to.

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The porno of jessica's life will be called ...

"Threes Company"

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do u ever wonder what ur living for or where life is going??? u have all these so called phsycics yes i do believe in some but havent been to ne. honestly im afraid of my future what about u. if its destined to happen theres no way opf changing it. is it wrong to wonder where ur life is going whats going to happen next? i believe that its not but what can u do to change it. nothing really fate is fate. now love is there really true love out there and if so can u find it only once or once in a life time. i believe that u can love two ppl at the same time am i wrong?? do u believe that there is a ONE or is there many the ones? u always here thats theres someone out there for everyone is that true? how many people die each day alone and lonely? i dunno lots of questions no answers really to any of them...i guess ya can say its all up to the cards ur delt in life but yet again i also believe u make ur own destiny. i really dont think theres any right or wrong answers here, if u believe im wrong in any of this please speak ur mind everyone has their right to their own opinion. well thats all for now

ya know i was listening to the delila show on the radio on the way home tonight and it just got me thinking on how lucky ppl really r and they dont even know about it really...i mean there was this chick that was complaining that she and her man r gettin married finally after 8.5 yrs well man all i have to say about is be happy dont complain i mean i was with the same man for 7 yrs and now were not together. but were both happier this way so its better off...than all these other ppl just get to me they whine about the stupid things when there are so many other ppl out there so much worse...but i will admit there are some real good stories on there bout all our great troops and ppl and their kids i so give them props and luv. well i guess im done ranting for now...if ya want leave a comment ill answer

well things went ok tonight it was weird someone came in to work just to tell me goodbye bc he was leavin to get on the plane to go home back to poland...i was very suprised. it was nice tho...ok besides that not much goin on really car still not workin right and still no money but hey it will get better right??? lol well i guess thats all for tonight...show me some luv jessi.