allowed you to take my hand
thought you would show me love
cried inside tears of pain
as again I wasnt the one
hurt so much now
its hard to breath
never enough
not good enough it seems
wasting away as I look inside
dreams all shattered
in the blink of an eye
no room left to run
as I am broken enough
just laying awake
so many tears in my eyes
keep myself sheltered I can not
love takes me away
and always crashes to a stop
no more dreaming
no more fears
doomed for eternity
to be alone here
scars on my body
and the tears ive cried
are nothing compared to
the scars inside
gave up the fight
nothing left inside
just holding my breath
hoping death comes tonight