I've dropped down. Fell! Here i lie, and there you stand. How can this pain come from one man. Go on living in the world of torture. I find not a thing in this life worth living for. I write these words but feel nothing. Will it come or shall i fail? Will i win or be unbeaten. Not fully understanding my thoughts. Complaining to the only forsaken. Read, yet undriven. I feel but unknown. Viewing the emotion unfully. You are the one who has stoned me. Climb higher but fall deeper. Swallowing the steel of my heart. Rip it and tear it apart. You drink from my only source. Fill you up, showing no remorse. Love is untamed, and you are drained. I run yet concrete standing. Do you know what anger can bring? I'm unspoken in the heart of a stranger. I do not feel this, i'm fine. Tired and cold, not wanting. Alone is where i ought to be. I wanna kill your sympathy. Your the only one who has made me see. I write this shit but never knowing. Feel the same, but thoughts growing. You'll never understand my state, fear my only fate. I wanna take the passion and fill the frown. Only place to go is down.
Just fucking around on this one. Just came online and started writing. Sounded cool at the time. Wrote it and then reread it. Sounds like a suicide letter. Crazy. Thats way far from my intentions. Life is wonderful and i ain't going anywhere, i'm here to stay. Suicide is so complicated. I mean, how do you even begin to bargin with the devil? You saying that your family means nothing and your life is worth nothing so why not die. Sorry, but its so stupid. Anyways. Yeah...Life is wonderful and God is GOOD!