So when i get pissed off i write you dont like it then dont fucking read it easy enough? Anyways certain fucking people piss me off, and why do i let them push my buttons? Well its not that i let them, its just that they know where they are and take FULL ADVANTAGE of that shit, really pisses me off but more at myself for letting them have that control and power over me. I used to be a really nice guy, but the more i deal with this bullshit the more i just wanna say FUCK YOU to each and every fucking person in this world. I do have some good friends here and they know who they are and this is in no way directed at them. All i have to say love is a fucked up thing and as much as you try not to love someone it makes it that much more powerfull and totally makes you do things that are against your will and things you know better then to do. I am really over her in a sense but at the same time i still feel enough where her words can sting me. Right now i am in a fucked up mood and sorry for bitching but this is really my way of venting, and yeah i will survive. I just wish that things would go smoothly for me just 1 fucking time in my life is that too much to ask for? Fuck it i am done i give up end of story bye bye
