TheMistress47's blog: "Thoughts No One Cares About..."

I try to be an individual, spiritual, miniscule. But secretly bigger than life itself. Taken every single tool off the dustry shelf, Recreate heroes and honor the timeless. Reincarnated, domesticated, harmless, That is until unleashed, released. For the good of the race, such a slow pace. It will kill us indeed, reached doom. In amazing speed, could have reached the end with some slight slack to spare. But no, that's impossible, not considerable. So lets make the most money off our doom, and damn the damned. Keep blaming the blamed. Fuck the innocents, put their head to the flame. There is nothing to die for, nothing left to live for. So what is left to exist for? Can we fix it, remake it, upgrade and sell it? We might not need to fight. But money is money and it tastes sweeter than honey. The power paper can give us is a sickening feeling. Respect, honor, honesty, left with no meaning. They were gone at the feeding. Of the demons with no names, loyalty to the everlasting flames. Society struggles with advanced problems. But there is nothing too advanced about tolerance. So how advanced can we possibly be? *OBEY: ANDRA FISCHER

"Haha, haha, hahaha!" (repeat as necissary) http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=76423368&mytoken=9fc48cel-8857-4316-945b-f86681be0b20 http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=159408631 Wow, now I know no one can see their profiles, but be thankful. Look at that bitch with the glasses. Worship me or I probably won't like you. "Haha, haha!" What the fuck makes this bitch better than anyone else? Nothing. In fact, her attitude towards life makes me sick. She really isn't special. In fact, I can't even remember her name at the moment. *GIGGLE* People like this need to be taken out and beaten savagely. Show them how fucking special they are. And Kiki, I really hope this bitch gets raped. That way when the guy gets caught he can be like, "Haha! I Raped your queen you scene posers!" Like really, who gives a flying fucking if some stuck up bitch puts stripes in her hair? Who gives a flying fuck if she's into some retarded bullshit like Hello Kitty? And WHY do people feed her? HOW STUPID ARE YOU!? Could you please come find me so I can slap you? Yeah, It may seem like I'm being mean but if I'm not mean, than these ignorant bitches get more bullshit fed to then and their ego grows even more disgustingly large. I mean to be honest, Kiki looks like some sort of freaky pale doll and the bitch with the glasses is just repulsive! She's pale, gross. wears a pound or two or eyeliner or whatever, and her boyfriend reminds me of a retard pretending to be gay cause he thinks that it will either A) get him cunt, B) get him friends, or C) something equally important that obviously won't happen. Scene/ emo/ ehatever the hell you are... Kill yourself. Just off yourself, but do it outside. Don't make the hardworking people like police, firemen, paramedics, and GOOD people clean it up. How stuck up are you!? ...Bitches. Honestly, if Kiki died, I wouldn't really care. She reminds me of a shitty impression of Paris Hilton as a kid. • Fuck you. • You aren't special. • You are fugly. • You're not even GOOD at Photoshop. • Just becuase you're really stuck up, like Kiki, it won't get you famous. • Yes, you are retarded, and everyone can see it. I hate you, not because I'm ugly, but becuase I'm sure that's the first thing they would say. In fact, I am very secure about how I look. =) I hate you becuase you are a sick disgrace to life itself. I want to send you to Africa so you can get a tan and are then eaten alive by bugs. And just like the starving children, you can be anorexic. You may think you're a queen, but queen's actually did stuff, like maintain a country! ...Kill yourself.

Ugh. Seriously. I've seen alot of stupid people. I mean I actually thrive to be at amusement parks on my annual free time. And yet I continue to see stupider people by the second. People that were once intelligent, and mature to a point. This specific person really had something special, at least a small fraciton of a mind. And now it's basically all gone just to have the intelligence of a four year old bag of sand. I've learned two lessons here: One, that person totally sucks. And two, if you abuse drugs, holy shit is the outsome horrible. Oh and also the whole, "too much of a good thing = a really bad thing," was reitterated. It's sad, it really is to see such ignorant retarded pieces of shit walking around in this world without a care. Just living life as one huge fantasy. It makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time. Yet, it also raises my blood pressure and damages my frontal cortex. Corruption at its finest, we are so totally fucked... (>.<) PEACE.

pronunciation [AP-UH-THEE] 1. Absence or suppresion of passion, emotion, or excitement. 2. Lack of interest in or concern for things that others find moving or exciting. 3. Also, AP...A...THEI...A, AP...A...THI...A stoicism. Freedom from emotion of any kind. Think about it, why don't we help the homeless, even though the inconvenience of them (like death and suffering) is so much greater than the inconvenience on ourselves (50 whole fucking cents). But why don't we give up the change? Well, apathy. We don't feel what they feel. I'm sure if we had to beg and fight for every meal we ate than we wouldn't mind giving up that 50 cents at all. Im just wondering if any of you, (maybe it is an inconvenience to read this entire entry, BECAUSE OH MY FUCKING GOD INTELLIGENCE IS SO PAINFUL...) would ever take into consideration, hhmmm... Someone else?