Lately, I've morphed into something even I can't recognize. I tried stepping out of my comfort zone, only to be shot down and forced back into seclusion. I get sick to my stomach almost daily now, and I really can't tolerate anything anymore. I had heart, but people ripped that apart. I kind of just float on now, allowing things to pass me by. I can't communicate to save my life, and when I try to, it comes out even more mutiliated. I'm currently stressed out and exhausted, and tired of dealing with people who don't care about me.
In the end, all I ever wanted was compassion.
For someone to just say, "Jessalynne, I fucking love you."
