Angel's blog: "thoughts from poetic justice"

thank you for everything thank you for all the good that has come from our relationship. thank you for always being the one who was the voice of reson when i was all but lost. thank you for giving me a beutiful child that i can always see in my dreams. thank you for giving me an angel that cause me to think of my every step before i take it. thank you for always being the light in my insaine dark prison. baby in general thank you for all that you do and will do.

Tis is a lovers dream when all one can see is the haze of bliss created by the hart and all the cares of this world and the next fades in to obliveion. Tis is a lovers dream when the one they love is all that is need to sustain life.There is no need for sustanace of food nor drink here. Tis is a lovers dream that is never apperant untill that dream is lost amongst the sea of dicord and hatered. This is a place that no brave soul dares to tread;for it is here that even the most solid of trusting relationships is torn apart.As if it were a ship tossed apon the open waves of a stormy sea. Alas this is the nightmare of a lovers dream. So sleep peacefully my lover,and pray that when you open your eyes you are not caught in this nightmare.

i sit hear stairing at the blank walls that seem to close in around me everyday. the only thing that seems to ease the pain and make life just alittle more bareable is my addiction.my addiction to something i know i shouldnt crave yet i cant help my self,its just to irrisistable.just like before i find my self grabbing for it even when im unawre of my actions.god will it ever stop this pain i feel so deep in side when will her memory cease to haunt my mind.but wait i now understand that is youthat i crave the most