i sit here in the dark with a massive head ach that i have had all day sence i woke up at 6:00am and i relize just how lonly i truely am with no lap to rest my worry head no hands to run through my hair no lips to tell me its ok or to kiss my forehead softly
yes it is a truely lonely life i lead i sleep away the days and work away in the nights
i sleep in the day so not to see other people holding hands walking down the street or kissing in the park
i work hard at night to lose myself in my work couse at work i dont think i do my task at hand my mind does not think of sleeping next to someone warm and soft i do not think of going out to bars couse one truely is the lonelyest number when you go out
more to come later
just had to write
things down ty
