Rated XDream's blog: "Thoughts and Obsessions"

Not those of you who are true friends. This is NOT for you, though you can feel free to read on. I am a bitch in every sense of the word. Those of you that have actually TALKED to me may have already found this out. I do not censor my mouth or my typing for you. I am my own person. I am opinionated and I am sexual. I flirt. THIS IS NOT REPEAT NOT AN OPEN INVITATION FOR YOU TO ASSUME I WANT TO SEE YOU NAKED. I don't. If I do, I will tell you, if not, I won't. And don't go inviting me to watch you naked on cam. Do I even know who the fuck you are? Do I even want to know? Are you HIV +, Do you have herpes? Gross. I'm just going to openly ridicule you and block you if you invite me to your cam. Why would I do such a thing? Because I don't fucking care. Hate me if you wish, It's just me. Another thing, don't ask me for my pics after like two seconds of talking to me. I will just lead you on, ask some who have. At no time will I EVER post them on fubar. Yes, I have a cunt, NO you can't touch it. FUCK YOU ASSHOLES. I AM SO DONE.

Okay... Maybe I expect too much. I mean, I have come to a point in my life where the smallest things are becoming increasingly annoying. I used to have patience and tolarance, but now I have none. There are certain things that should just be common sense. I shouldn't have to repeat myself several times, if you are too incompatent to understand. I use larger words, I speak in full sentances. I am an adult, not a child. Sometimes I feel like I have aged before my time. I am the type of person who reads, sometimes too much. And it's not your typical romance or suspense, I like textbooks. Knowledge is power. I grew up this way. I work at a dead-end job where advancement is non existant. Living with ADD is another problem, since I'm constantly bored. Even when we are busy, I'm bored. I can't focus. Anyway, the point of this, is I have learned that, I should probably lighten up on people. Not everyone has the education I do, even though I don't have the paperwork to back it up. And thus, ends my rant. I feel better now!!

Hello all of you beautiful people!! I'm sorry that I have not been around, but my computer hates loading Cherry Tap which makes me a sad panda :((. NEWS!! OKay, I'm changing my career. I am going into IT. Soon I could be working on YOUR computer. Scary thought, I know. Just kidding. I'm working on my A+ and then my Network+ and last my CEC which is for Computer Forensics. So I'm busy with that on top of learning HTML. No. I'm not trying to kill myself. Another reason I have not been here, is due to an illness and pain I have been experiencing. Luckily, I am fine, and there is nothing major besides a stomach illness I have had for many years and allergies. YAY. Well, my bloodwork hasn't come back yet....Otherwise, I am healthy and not going anywhere for a while :). Other then that, I pile on the hours at work, of which I am sick of, but I am working really, really, really hard to get out of. I missed all of you. Take care. X

Boo!! Did I scare you? Long time, no see. Lack of internet. And now, I finally have it, granted not nearly as fast as I am used to but something is always better then nothing. You will start seeing me around again, yay. Hoped ya'll missed me!! lol. I missed you guys.

Alright my friends and fellow cherries. I'm not leaving the site, though I might not be on for a long, long, long time. I've currently been evicted from my home due to circumstances beyond my control. Lucky me. Anyway, if I'm not on or you can't get ahold of me this is why. I've met a lot of awesome people here, and I love you all. I will be back as soon as humanly possible. Until then, may the god and goddess bless you and have happy holidays if I am not on before then.

The Liberated Lover 72% partner focus, 71% aggressiveness, 85% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Liberated Lover. The Liberated Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and forms the kind of free-thinking, sexually-exciting, self-confident lover that society once condemned but that a liberal-mind cherishes and exults. The Liberated Lover is a treasure to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they are often already engaged in relationships or are in high-demand if "in the market." In terms of physical love, the Liberated Lover is possibly the most thrilling and demanding of all, with the one potential drawback being that it is possible to feel 'overmatched' at times by their prowess and selfless giving. Given trust and understanding, and the right lover, the Liberated Lover can be a delight in bed. Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Exotic Lover (most of all) or the Carnal Lover, or the Suave Lover. Congratulations! If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following: Nerds, Geeks & Dorks Professional Wrestling Buffy the Vampire Slayer America/Politics Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 89% on partner focus You scored higher than 89% on aggressiveness You scored higher than 95% on adventurousness

Link: The Lover Style Profile Test written by donathos on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Dilettante You scored 37% Experience, 59% Adventurousness, 61% Kinkyness, and 37% Corrupt!

You have definitly found your way to pleasure. You know what you like and continue to do it. Do not hesitate to continue to push your limits. Do not get stuck only doing what is comfortable. Sometimes we learn the most about ourselves when we push ourselves harder and further on the journey to self discovery. Please remember to rank my test. Thank You

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 87% on Experience You scored higher than 78% on Adventurousness You scored higher than 79% on Kinkyness You scored higher than 87% on Corruption

Link: The Sexual Experimentation Test written by LadyLilithDreams on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? Is it bad when I don't remember? Actually, it was at the Casino A Carona and a Strawberry Daquari 2. Do you follow college football? um no 3. How many miles does your car have on it? I don't have a car :( 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? um....Josmar. 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? like a week ago. 6. Are you happy? Fuck no, but then again ask me how my life is going. 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Your funny, I don't have any money right now, but soon 8. How do you feel about your hair? I need to dye it badly 9. Where do you work? So you can stalk me? Hahahaha. I'm a Pharmacy Technican, and that is all you need to know. 10. Last thing you ate? Beef Jerky and Pizza. shut up. 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? Very much so 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? when I was 18 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? define expensive 4. AIM or MSN? AIM!! 15. What classes are you taking? none, I cant afford it :( 16. How many hours on average do you work a week? depends on the week anywhere from 40-60 hours a week or more. 17. What is your favorite brand of make up? Mary Kay and Almay 18. Favorite NFL team? Um...none really. Okay, 49'ers are cool. 19. Do you watch the olympics? sometimes 20. Last bar you went to? Zoomers, haha. I am a dork. 21. Who was the last person to call you? Jay!! 22. What's your sign? move bitch!! (I'm a virgo) 23. Do you have a favorite number? 13, 14, 69 lol. 24. Last time you did volunteer work or made any donation?I donated to the ASPCA and PETA oh about a year ago. 25. What do you spend the majority of your money on? Fucking Bills. 26. Where does most of your family live? Texas, Idaho, Arizona, California, Alabama, Florida. 27. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? The Spoiled Only Child 28. Would you consider yourself spoiled? hahaha. Nope. 29. Ever been called a bitch? more times then I can count. 30. Got any guilty pleasures? *smirks* pass 32. Have you ever experienced true love? I think so 33. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies? how about.....FUCK NO 34. Ever ordered anything online? Yes. 35. Myspace or Facebook? LOST CHERRY 36. Do you have T-Mobile? nope, Sprint 37. What is your favorite subject? English, Social Studies, Lunch, Choir. 38. What do you want to do before you die? Have world peace. Just kidding. I just want to have enough money to live confortably and not stress over bills and bullshit. 39>? 40. Were you an outcast in high school? sometimes yes, sometimes no 41. Last time you saw your parents? Mom? a couple days ago...Dad passed away 42. Do you have any talents? kicking your ass (LMFAO) and singing. 43. Ever been in a wedding? yep. I photograph them. 44. Do you have any children? fuck no. 45 Last tv show you watched? What's This TV you speak of? I don't even watch TV. Probably Forensic's Files on Court TV and a friends house 47. Did you take a nap today? No, I just got up 48. What was your high school's mascot? Marauder 49. Have you ever been on a cruise? I wish 50. Favorite vacation spot? Chorpus Christi, Texas or Sedona, Arizona when I finally leave Arizona 51. How many pets do you have? 1 kitty 52. Do you have any wealthy friends? Unfortunately no 53. Ever met anyone really famous before?I know a writer and a person who designed Janet Jackson's Jewelry. A real celeb? Nah. They are fake anyway 54. Favorite actress? Angelina Jolie. She's HOT. 55. Last CD you purchased? I don't buy CD's, I download from iTunes. 56. Are you multi-tasking right now? Nope, I'll save that for work 57. Could you handle being in the military? nope. Wouldn't take me anyway. Metal plate and 32 screws in my right arm. 58. Are you hungry or thirsty? both. Very hungry. 59. Favorite fast food resturant? In and Out Burger. YUM. 60. Do you have any grandparents still alive? 1 bitch grandmother 61. What is your average cell phone bill? about 60-70. 62. DO YOU OWN A CAMERA PHONE? I have a fucking TREO baby so yeah 63. Ever had do take a sobriety test? I rarely drive, so no 64. Do you believe in Karma? yes 65. Can you speak any other languages? bad English, bad Spanish, like two words in German and Japanese. Does that count? lol. 67. How many pairs of sneakers do you own? 1. My Vans. Love Em. 68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use? Nope, I have enough pics on the LC. 69. Last place you drove your car: what car? 70. What is your favorite college mascot? don't have one. 71. Ever been to Las Vegas? not really, no. 72. Nicest Hotel you ever stayed in? one in Springfield, Illinois 74. How much money did you make today? haven't even went to work 75. What do you think is your best feature? my eyes 76. Have you ever been gambling? Hello? Casino!! 78. When is the last time you updated your blog? my blog on lost cherry yesterday, myspace, um I don't remember. 79. Do you have your wisdom teeth? yes, but one hasn't grown in. 81. Have you been to New York City? Nope, but soon I might go. 82. Favorite sit down restaurant: Steak and Shake!! and Olive Garden, and Outback, and others. 83. Been to Disney? nope, and I probably never will 84. Do you have a favorite cartoon character? does anime count? 85. Last thing you cooked? Cooked. Your funny. No really. I don't cook. Okay, probably echalada's but that was forever ago. 86. How's the weather today? warm, with cool nights. 87. Do you e-mail? unless you count email on the lost cherry or myspace, never. 88. Last letter/piece of mail you received besides junk or a bill? magazines. 89. Favorite store? PacSun, Hot Topic, MALL STORES. 90. Purses, Shoes, or Sunglasses? My obsession with sunglasses 91. Last voicemail you received? bill collector or Jay 92. Do you drunk dial? fuck no, no point. 93. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? dropped it I guess. I'm pretty responsible with my celly, but then again, when you own a 600 dollar phone, who wouldn't be. 94. What is the best city in the state you live in? Texas, I guess. Arizona is only meh, and I haven't lived anywhere else. 95. Favorite Brand Tommy Hilfiger, Trip, Kikwear, Quicksilver. 96. LAST TIME YOU WERE SICK? I'm always sick in the head. 97.Are you bored right now? as always. 98. Next concert you plan on attending? Whenever Linkin Park goes back on tour, but that's about all. 99. REALITY TV SHOWS? um, no. I don't even watch TV let alone reality shows that fucking blow. It's not reality, because people don't act like that in real life. If they do, they are retarted. Period. 100. What are your plans for tomorrow? work, sleep, internet, eat. My life is so action packed.

"A culture fixation on female thiness is not an obsession with female beauty but an obsession about female obedience." There you go. We aren't unhealthy, we just aren't obident. I take pride in the fact that I, being a heavy set woman, stand out among the twigs!!

Okay, call me crazy, but don't you need more then 3 months to know a person before you get on the marrying bandwagon? Well, it might be because I'm 24 and my friend is 36. No boyfriend, no sex, no nothing, ever. Until I introduced her to Jarod. Then it was sex, baby, marriage all in less then three months. Anyway, last weekend, I got roped into wedding shopping with them. Talk about depressing. Yeah, sometimes the marriage bug does hit me, especially when things like that are thrown in my face. And when you know her fiance wants to have sex with you making things even more uncomfortable. I do not want to do that again.