blazintommyd's blog: "LOVE and LUST"

COCK BLOCK

Everyone experiences it, to one degree, extent or the other. I'll be cruising cams on AFF (the best place on earth to cam) come across an awesome couple or a solo woman that's doing the same as me - looking for nice people to raise sexual energy with and ride it until cumming is absolute bliss, irresistible, the drug of sex and cum fills every cell and explodes into a universe of ecstasy and groove on the aftermath for a long and wonderful time too; and in the process of all this stroking my cock to 5, 6 maybe more cams until finally round and round and round we go ... and then the perfect combo for rivers of pumping orgasmic bliss. Melting into oceans of AFF orgasms and everyone that's free enough melds into one.

What a fabulous thing; and then this goes on for a while everything is groovy a new lease on life and then one day, out of nowhere ... Boom !! OMGoddess there is now no need for anyone else. I need to devote my Holy Sacrament to Her and everything else and everyone else just blurs, fades and dissolves into the eternal earthly existence. Angelic cherubs anoint the tenderest and most delightful points and switches on my cock with ethereal oils and precious emolients from heaven; the mere thought throughout the day, a memory, a desire, like a talisman from eternal bliss issues forth from the black infinity of my mind charging my Chi and delightfully plumping my cock as my heart soars; what a fucking rush; but then one day, maybe it's biological (an ex swears it is) I'm just plain horny and she's not around, so where are my old friends, here's one but nothing is happening, am I going impotent, here's another and another, but no one else will do and then suddenly, it dawns on you ... Cock Block.

A woman friend of mine started dating a man and began feeling like maybe she could have a regular relationship with him but then suddenly she met someone else and the attraction was so strong overwhelming and powerful they got totally naked and had sex; and for her afterwards it was like Wow and essentially the same thing as described above - everything else just blurs, fades and dissolves into eternal earthly existence and then her cell phone rings. It's the other guy and the mysterious greater forces that be moves up the faders to mix in BB King from the background ... cock block

So I was on the verge of being 100% convinced that the whole thing is psychological; but now I'm almost 100% convinced that it is psychological, but only for women; because in discussing this with her over the course of several hours, exchanging videos, pix, mush talk and stories i had one of the most fabulous orgasms ever. I just felt the need to cum for her, she asked me to and I did. But for men, it's biological too. Heterosexual Patriarchy imposes this enormous guilt upon women. It's always the woman's fault. Even Led Zepplin and Courtney Love work for the whole schlemiel "woman's soul comes from below"? You fucking whore !! how could you do that "to me". What are my friends going to think, how can I face them when it's time for us to stand around the bon fire drinking beer and playing with our PPs while we neglect you !!

Well how the fuck could you do all of that to yourself; but women don't often say that because men will start beating on them, knocking them around physically and verbally abusing them, tearing them down, destroying their self confidence and essentially making them feel like shit and society still tolerates that sort of sadistic male mental moronacy. They even have web sites for it !! now we know where all of the Conservatives hang out.

And what all of this really comes down to is this - I'll be tender with you darling i understand that while I can screw hundreds of men you shoot once and it's all over for baby.

And because of social Patriarchal male ownership of women and man's tolerance and social support groups for abusing females it becomes an art form for women to survive in a man's world - how do I tell this Heterosexual Biblical Beast (HBB is the new anacronym) without him feeling like OMG I'm a fag, no virility, I'll never be a porn star, it's my cock, it's too small, &c &c Send him to a Japanese Geisha House I guess; better help out with those reactors guys, your last best hope might be sinking like Atlantis.

But fear not men; so far I'm still one of you. the American medical association hasn't gutted me yet and my penile sexual interface is still attached and functioning, although it takes a while to get it going sometimes