Waiting to have my cycles back to normal to start trying again is like the most excruciating wait ever. On the one hand I want things to return to normal so that we can start trying and on the other hand its like something looming on the horizon...something that scares me as well. I KNOW I wont give up but going through this again would be SOOO hard. I am also taking this time to figure out what I want my game plan to be once I am pregnant again. I am thinking about being diligent about testing my hormones this time around to be sure that none are too low to support the pregnancy. I have read and learned alot since I lost this last baby and I dont want to make the mistake of just assuming all will be fine.
