KellyBabyxxFEARxx's blog: "Reflections 2"

I often sit and wonder where my life is headed. How many more mountains must I climb before I reach the top. How many more will I meet along my journey. It is a tall, steep mountain but I climb it everyday. Sometimes I slip and lose my ground;sometimes I hit a deep ravine. But I always find a way to pick myself back up and start climbing again. I have accrued some passengers on this journey. 4 to be exact. 2 of them will soon embark on their own journeys in life. 2 will follow me for some time to come. It is a risk I take, climbing this mountain and I have crossed paths with many temptations; some of which I did succomb to, and many things out to hurt me; a couple of very venomous snakes to be exact. Much to their dismay, I'm still standing. I am tougher than they thought. And I have met many that were just merely nuisances; ticks in life that try to suck your spirit dry like the blood from your body. I said to them, HA! You will not change who I am either. I will continue this journey even though I know the risks involved. Why? Because that is what we were all doing since the moment we were born. I am willing to climb this mountain, swim across the ocean; do whatever it takes. I'm sure of my goal on this journey because it drives my soul. I cannot find it, that is why I seek it. I know what it looks like and I know how it will feel because it lives inside of me but I have not been able to touch it. I have met those that said they knew it but they did not; they did not have it in themselves to know what it is. If it means my journey lasts a lifetime, then so shall I climb to have it. It is not a matter of need. I have it from my 4 passengers unconditionally. It is a matter of want and finding that one lone traveler that wants it to.