I went looking for this "guy" I knew from back in the day like 96 I think. Well we were in the foster care system together. And well I thought I found him. We were good friends...but feelings were there.
I felt a connection with him that I didn't feel with anyone else. Well....I was told by his girlfriend that it wasn't him and basically he said the same thing. I felt doomed. I didn't understand why he was denying me. Well I thought..maybe he is diguising himself from me...hiding in a dark cloak...wanting to feed on his desires in the most meaning way...well anyway I decided to investigate and look for the real "guy"
he had a record! and is on the run. GRRRRRRR.....
back to square one.