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Well here it is, almost three years on this site, for better or worse, and it doesn't get any more prominent than this. Think of this as my tell all" diary about my experiences and what goes on in my head.
In '06 it started off as Cherrytap' and Lost Cherry' before that, when the BabyJesus known as Mike Hedlund, originated 'Fubar' It was a site for being social, and popping your social cherry' Well, after having been through my Myspaces, and Lavalife's just to try to met woman on the internet, and even after my father told me "It's not a good way to meet people" I still did it.I did actually meet 3 people from the internet since 2004 Liz in Miami, ristin in Jupiter and Christine 'Druggie' Alabasa in WPBeach. All lasted a day each.
You see, I was never a relationship type of man. Some guys just have it or care nothing more about it. I have had the dream since I was a little boy as an only child to 'be independant'. And it actually came true.
I work a dead end job once again in a common supermarket here and after a demotion since I did a small series of mess-ups at my job, so now, I have just enough to make my budget, and THATS IT. I miss the life I had before April, when I would have fun on here, since real life just doesn't work for me.
I met some decent friends here on Fubar over the years, beginning with Johnny Devil, and then Chaotic dream, Yep Im her, Crazy Princess, Juicy, Grey,Sexy Chele , Temptress (awhile back), Ms. Carolina, Kristen 76 and do on so forth. But it seems every time I try to make any kind of friendship leading to a commitment to a woman, I just end up getting hurt, or told the truth' somehow, and there's just no single clean ready for the taking' female out there for me.
Conclusively, I have called off my search (definetely on internet) and real life who knows. I still never been with a woman for longer than a
day, and maybe I need psychiatric help. Maybe Druggie Christine "Too much too dream' was right. I just know I need to take a major haitus from Fubar and internet, not sure if or when I'll be back. For all those that showed me love, I appreciate you, and your sweetness. But now, I need to reset my heart, to age 18 perhaps.. Bye it's been real, and remember, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger.
