i get on line here for the first time after the sabbath which ended like 20 minutes ago--a number of my friends are angry at me---ok--lemme 'splain.
i am going thru some horrible downcycling last week--some of the worst ever. i come home early from work just in case i would get dangerous to myself--i wanted to be home--i go check the computer--i must--it crashed last week and i lost everything.
i medicate at 2.45--and thinking i'll be back before sabbath starts at 4.30--i leave everything where it is--well--i get up at 4.48--it was already sabbath--so that was it.
at fubar it said i was on-line--my status at 2.45--so ur writing to me--i ain't answering--ur getting mad at me--i'm getting sad--please forgive me for all