AL xXPDPXx's blog: "this is nothing"

:D Al had a great idea.... i want my friends to send me post cards, soi can take pics of them and post them in their own folder. anyone that sends me one i'll send one back, cound be good fun :D message me for info on where to send them

Hello, I’d like to talk to you about orgasms :) For a long time now I’ve noticed that the world has been an unhappy place I think this is largely due to a drop in the orgasm production I urge you all to go out and touch someone, touch yourself in that special place Put a smile on the world Orgasms are they way of the future, the way to happiness So go, with my blessing, and spread the word Orgasms for happiness

so i had a meeting today, wanted to look into getting a morgage, buy a house, you know.... the kinda stuff a 27 year old single guy should look into. turns out i can get a loan.... if i made 5% more a month before taxes, then they could take all that. so being in the tax bracket i'm in i really need to make 30% more. pretty cool huh. i live in a quiet little town, have one of the better paying jobs if you don't count the doctors and lawyers and such, yet i can't afford to buy a house with a single income. needless to say... this depresses me. so the only thing i a can think to do is pick up my xbox 360 controller and shoot things, cause it makes me feel better.

so i've noticed a trend, for the last week everywhere i've been i've bumped into someone, male and female both that have recently been cheated on. am i the only one that thinks this is a sad state of things?? since when did our world become a land of lie, cheat, and steal? didn't that go out with the dark ages? i guess i'm not really suprised, just dissapointed. i'm worried about how far this are gonna go, are relationships as we know them a thing of the past? is it all just about random humping now? if so, maybe i'm glad i don't partake in it all. why on earth would i want to be with a woman that was with whoever last night, and what's his face the night before. maybe i'm just trying to vent for those people that are too frustrated to do it properly, and who's to blame them. this whole "being a slut is cool" phase has got to end somewhere. i just hope it does while i'm still young enough to enjoy it.

no... really.... it's nothing. just replacing my once and a while rants with a *shudder* blog. over the last few days i've had some interesting conversations with people. and i find myself amazed at the state of so many good people. by no means am i claiming to be one of these good people, but i like to think i'm a pretty good judge of character. fact of the matter remains. WOW.. here i was thinking i was a freak, when really i'm finding that i have more in common with a lot of these people then i thought. now before this sounds like a little "pick Al up" it's not that at all. really i'm shocked to see that so many good people share the same inner pessimism as me. mind you they've all been fucked over in one way or another, so i really can place no blame on them. maybe i'm just shook up cause my own little world seems to be not what i though it was.... (yeah, i admit it, i may or may not have been wrong) BUT hark, does this make me think less of any of these people, no. i'm quite happy they desided to welcome me into their own dark little corners. thx kids :)