I recently met some one I seriously thought was my soul mate we had so much in common and it was EVERYTHING I have been dreaming about.. it didn't last that long but the impact it has had on me just boggles my fucking mind!! it's been a month or so now and at first I couldn't even come online without just wanting to TRASH this PC!!
How could I fall for this Illusion of LOVE once more !!
How could I think that this person I met who was so sweet and kind in heart and thought, could be so RUTHLESS and CRUEL.. I mean nothing I did could constitute NEVER wanting to even TALK to me again..but I also can see how they could NEVER move on with me in the picture ..women have a tough roll in life always someone there to pick up the piece's .. but they are the one's who have to go on like nothing ever happened no matter how they still or did feel.. I hold no hard feelings for this person but it's not easy to do this..
When we get hurt we tend to find a reason to be mad as a way of getting past it but I wish NOT to do this if I can but Like I said it's hard ...
So Now I have no clue as to what to do ..I feel so betrayed !! and how will I ever TRUST again?
just another lost love to add to the ever growing list of shit this world keep's throwing at us all I'm sure..
and THIS IS GETING OLD!!!
