Pitiful Me
What do you see
When you look at me?
I try to be big and strong
But I can I see in your eyes I'm wrong
I try to be a support angel
I try to look at all angles
Why does it seem like I fail?
Why do you put me in your jail?
I feel so lost and helpless
I am so pitiful and useless
I wish someone could guide me
I wish someone could let this loser fly free
If I could take back things I said
If I could remember all the advise I read
If I could just lay down by myself
Put all my burdens on a shelf
I use to be full of energy and luck
Now I'm tired and a complete shmuck
I wish I could sleep and never dream
I wish problems were'nt as big as they seam!
I wish I could go home and sleep
I wish I could smile and not weep
I wish I had you near
I wish you could fill me up with cheer!
I'm tired of dreaming of better things
I'm tired of hearing sweet nothings
I wish our love was built on trust
I wish seeing me was a must
I'm tired of writing this to strangers
So they can judge and warn of dangers
I'm tired of always hoping for the best
I'm tired of life, this game of chess!