this feeling is primative and sweetly invigorating, it ingulfs me in a sea of beautiful calm easy blue caressing my thoughts with each gentle kiss of yet another emotion to unfold and lay inside of my flesh and teasingly slithers inside of my anticipating heart, i breathe and i feel it leave and come back again in and out flowing like the waves of slightly disrupted lagoon, through the waves i hear it calling me to come back, close your eyes and rest and return to this feeling, and then i wake alone and angry pushing the feeling away with the blanket i was intwined in throwing it to the floor and forgetting it until i need it again.
