201101's blog: "this day"

The past couple of weeks have been going great for me. I found someone I can actually talk to and doesn't judge me for the things I have done in the past. He calls me to wake me up in time for work in the mornings. He tells me goodnight everynight. He seeme so different from all the other jerkoffs that I have associated myself with in the past. Maybe its time for a change. I could sure use a little good in my life right about now..

Have you ever wished you could "undo" meeting someone or starting up a conversation with someone?? That's what I'm going through right now..I started talking to someone and he seemed nice enough..Sure he's controlling..And very clingy..And bossy..I can deal with that..I can deal with people "trying" to boss me around.. But he messed up when he called me a slut and a bitch..And the reason he called me this was because i wouldn't call him..Apparently he thinks I should only talk to him..He thinks if i dont call him or talk to him then I'm out screwing some random guy.. He thinks all females are bitches and sluts and says we're all the same..Out to show off our bodies and see how many guys we can sleep with.. He is the kind of guy that gives men a bad name..I love men but hell this asshole makes me seriously consider becoming a lesbian.. I wish i had never started talking to him and wish i could rewind back to the day when i did..I would tell him to go bark up someone else's tree cause I aint gonna listen to it..

Today is Monday..The day after the weekend..Ugh..I got my hair cut yesterday..All gone..I still have a little..She cut off more than I told her too..Kinda pissed me off a lil bit..But hey ya know it's hair..It will grow back..It needed it tho..

Why is it that the one person you care about the most doesn't know it yet they try their best to make everyone else happy and forget about you altogether???

All in all it was a pretty good weekend..Went to New Orleans with a couple friends.. Nothing too exciting though...

Today is Friday thank God...I just wished I felt 100%..I'm still feeling a little sluggish.. My check for this week sucked royal ass... That's what I get for being sick and missing a day and a half from work... I hate being sick.. It's so not worth it.. I got a new phone yesterday so that was cool... Would have been even better had I not had to pay that much for it...But oh well..

Well I am back..ive been sick for teh past few days.. Had a lil scare too.. But all is good now.. I hope.. Still feel like shit.. But no biggie..
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Well today is monday.. Not the best day to start off with but I cant change that.. It has been one hellatious weekend if i do say so myself.. I have managed to get myself in a pickle.. I'm not going to go into great detail about it right now though.. It's already been one fucked up morning.. My stomach is killing me.. I hit a fuckin cat this morning on my way to work.. I was late getting to work.. If one more thing goes wrong today i'll just go hang myself...

I know its stupid as hell but i cant help it.. one of the user's on here got under my skin.. His user name is 85849.. lame huh.. his name is lukas.. he's one wacked mofo if i do say so myself.. but hey its the internet.. so i just blocked him and said FUGGIT