SO WHERE DO I BEGIN. DO YOU FEEL LIKE NO ONE IS AROUND,BUT THERE IS SOMEONE THERE. SOMETIMES I FEEL SO LOST. BUT I AM NOT, I FEEL ALONE BUT I AM NOT. SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO SIT SOMEWHERE AND JUST VEG. NOT TALK AND NOT BE TALKED TO. THEN I CAN THINK. WOW I SMELL SMOKE ,DAMN IT'S ME THINKING AGAIN. WELL I WILL SIGN OFF FOR NOW MAYBE NEXT TIME I CAN REALLY THINK OF SOMETHING TO SAY. TA TA FER NOW