Tina's blog: "this and that"

As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, never forget These images I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind So you're gone and I'm haunted And I bet you are just fine Did I make it that Easy to walk right in and out Of my life Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should have known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do

my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some glue my heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even there my heart now as an empty space my heart needs u to fill that place my heart feels the friendship will never be replaced my heart wants you to still keep me safe my heart knew this friendship would grow into something more my heart knew you were going to shut that door my heart told me to let you know how i really feel my heart told me if he lets go then its not actually real my heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friend my heart never told me my world would come to an end my heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for good my heart thought u would of understood my heart now misses all fun we have had together my heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forever my heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gone my heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wrong

Giving you up and letting you go are two different things Where do I start? And what do I say? How do I express How much I pray, That you would understand And that you would know, How much I truly care But how I can’t show My feelings deep down, My feelings inside, My feelings I wish I didn’t need to hide. Seeing you hurting And seeing you cry, Makes me wish I could roll over and die. And since I can’t be there, You won’t let me close, There’s almost no reason to live, I should just over dose. But if we’re so different, And not meant to be, Then why can’t I forget you, And you forget me? I can honestly say I love you, But I just need you to know, That giving you up is different, Than letting you go.

Life is always full of ups and downs We need to focus on smiles not frowns Have someone to hold and say it’s alright Without love our journey is a lonely flight We can be independent, alone and strong But would a daily hug and kiss be so wrong We can all use some tender kindness We just can’t live life in blindness Acknowledge and accept we need some support Even if only a listening ear or advice of some sort The weight on your shoulders is enough for two Let me do my loving part and help you through I have no doubt I can give what you need Let me sooth your soul, worries be freed I know I can’t solve or cure all of your aches But I’m here and willing to do whatever it takes I will hold you tight, and caress you so Ill keep you safe, I won’t let you go Heart to heart, our bodies seem like one I will always care until our time is done I know some things need to be done alone That’s not my wish and it hurts to the bone Your welfare and happiness is my concern Your love and respect I’m willing to earn Please remember I’m always there in heart and spirit When alone, my voice in your head, can you hear it Telling you everything is ok and I truly care Please don’t worry I will soon be there

Disrespecting me I feel it to the core You keep dismissing me like I am nothing more Then just another little girl to push around Doesn't matter what I say you're all the same And I've endured more Then your ego could ever survive Confident, I'm in control, and it's my life I'm not sorry for you You don't know what you're getting into You won't know me till you know the truth I'm not sorry for the things I do But I'm almost sorry for you I'm so tired of everything being a fight If you would listen you would see sometimes I'm right Hate the fact that my life is one big defense And it's all because of people like you I've endured more Then you will ever know You make no effort to know me That's cause you're too busy fucking with me Despite what you think I'm not desperate I don't need you, cause I've still got it Give me some respect and you might get it Why don't you try it sometime! I'm almost sorry for you You don't know what you're getting into I'm not sorry for the things that I do I'm almost sorry for you You don't know. You won't know me til you know, It's time I find my way I'll never feel this way again It's time that I let go of all the damage that you've done It's time I find my way I'll never feel this way again It's time that I let go of all the damage that you've done I'm almost sorry for you, almost sorry for you..

44 things a girl would die for. ladies:this will make you tear up :) fellas:read it,all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful... 20-tell her the way you feel about her! oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-Tell her she means everything to you, but mean it 23-tell her what feels good 24-make her feel loved 25-kiss her infront of other girls you know we might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to tickle us [just DON'T tickle us untill we pass out.] 26-don't lie to her 27-dont cheat on her 28-take her anywhere she wants 29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her 30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you are you still reading this? u better be, its important 31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too. 32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her. 33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her). 34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly. 35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her remember this next time you are with her 36. WHEN PEOPLE DISS HER, STAND UP FOR HER. tAKE HER SIDE NO MATTER WHAT. 37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her. 38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. 39. When walking next to each other grab her hand. 40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED 41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 43. Take her for long walks at night. 44. Always Remind her how much you love her. youll never know when she needs just a lil more love

My need for you, Is greater than want. Thats what scares me the most, I've never wanted something so bad, let alone needed it. You are my sanity, My sturdy rock, My beacon, When all hope lost. I need to hear your beautiful voice, I need to have you close, I need to have you touching me, To know that you are real, Not some figment, I made up in my head. I need your kiss, To be in your possession, To feel needed, The way I need you. This is what I need from YOU.

You are the first person I ever actually love And I thank the man up above Everytime I see you, I love you even more It’s a feeling I have never felt before When I’m w/u I could be myself I don’t have to pretend 2 be someone else That feeling when u look at me Forever I hope you and I will be I don’t know what I will do w/out u in my life I probably will die inside It the way u are I never thought I can fall so hard It like you’re the other half of me And when I’m with you I feel free I don’t know what u do But w/out u my sky will no longer be blue When I’m with u I get off track And I can’t found my way back When I’m not w/u I feel like I’m going insane Loving you that’s the thing I just can’t explain

Without you Baby My dreams could not come true Every star that I chose to wish upon Would only let me down in the end The feeling Of heaven No longer resides When you are not there by my side In you I confide For you are my Best Friend In you I Believe That ALL things are possible I not only Need you in my life But I WANT you in it as well For Without you My skies would darken Without you I would fall Baby hear my prayers Without you I could never be