So Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another....
While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! But I don't know, I just want to have someone who I can go home to and talk about my day to or just curl up and watch a movie, or go to the beach, someone who will hold me close when I need it or a something. I don't know. I feel that I'll never find that. It's one or the other. Work or a relationship. Doesn't seem fair does it? *sigh* well Yeah....
Maybe some day.... God Has a plan, but I would like to have a little insite to what it is sometimes you know! Come on just a little peak!
On another note, while at the ceremony I did think of one person. Don't ask just started wondering how he was. Hadn't really thought of him in a while. Damn i hate weddings sometimes! they make a person think!
Well maybe god will give me a peak soon. I'd really like it! G'nite, day, afternoon ....well you get the point!
