Duke Boomington's blog: "the good, the bad, the ugly"

maybe i need to become an asshole...... they seem to get attention...... hell they get the women..... Ive been the good guy most of my life...... and it hasnt gotten me jack shit. The ONE day out of the year when im feeling lonelier than normal...... and I get almost nothing except some passing acknowledgment i exist. Im sick of my phone calls not getting returned, I dont care if you are sick, fucking busy or whatever...... its NO EXCUSE WHAT SO EVER! Pick up a goddamn phone and SAY ur busy...... or sick...... or just fucking admit you dont want to talk to me. I can deal with it if people would just be a little fucking honest about shit....... you hurt me more being passive. Thanks for not participating in my life despite several invitations. Maybe i need to tell you to go fuck yourself to get some attention, would ya like that? cuz I am soooo on the verge of telling you all that! Now there are certain people who KNOW this isnt meant for them...... so dont get offended....... but the rest of you fuck off and die!