Perhaps shes my soulmate's blog: "Thinking"

THE RIGHT TIME.... Miss you.

Pay attention my love cause its over At the tip of my tongue is the price you weren't willing to pay Still this is something akin to a breakdown And your impression of a woman supposed to be easy to see That there'd be torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts When you look back now was it special? Or was it nothing but anecdote that you can tell now and then I delude myself it was worth it Even though from the beginning I could see exactly how it would end That there'd be torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts Torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts I wanna wish you away, I wanna wish you away I wanna wish you away, I wanna wish you away? I wana kiss you away Torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts

For some time now, I had a friend who apparently lives in her own little world. We met each other a while back, and went through some personal problems together. It got to a point where I started feeling something deep towards her but I was blind. She is in a state of mind, that makes it impossible for anyone to even understand what she thinks, feels or lives in life. At times, I feel like she is just covered in this one huge lie, that not even herself can get out of. So many difficult and complex stories she has told me, that at this point, it seems that everything is coming out of a fictional book or something. I mean, what are the chances of a young girl going through the most catastrophic events and experiences in life in only 22 years? I could understand some of things told by this girl, but there are too many things that I get incredibly surprised to hear from her. All I know is that lies circle her life, and everything around her. I will never be able to live with a person so mentally unstable. I wish I could help her out as a friend, but at this point, we don't even hold a friendship. Lies had blind me from reality. Now you know who I am....