CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Broken"

I have been doing a LOT of thinking the past few days. I am really honestly considering applying to volunteer to work with AmeriCorps. It is very similar to PeaceCorp but all is done within the USA. I have been reading up on it, and if I could get accepted, I would try to get in a program that is back east, I am thinking NY, NJ, PA or OH. One of the interests that I seen that I would like to do is Ex-Offender Re-entry back into society, not quite sure what exactly it totally entails, but I think I would definitely have an interest in it.

First thing though is I need to get my head straight with the depression and being around people with the anxiety, if I can get that taken care, I feel that I can be ready to be up against the world and the change and postive experience that I can get out of this. They do pay a stipend to live off of, nothing great, but the fact of knowing that you made a difference in someones life would be huge.

Things here at the house aren't moving as fast as I would like them to, although step by step some things are happening. I guess I am so tired of the baby step process, that I want to run, jump and possibly fall, as long as I know when I am falling that I can lift myself back up.

Have an awesome night all!