Thinking of You
Perhaps it's just a sign of my disillusion
Comparable to an affliction
Feelings compounded by confusion
Emotional contradiction
I've no reason to believe
Documents to confirm disease
somewhat impossible to conceive
your still haunting my fantasies
Like a fragrance that refuses to leave
I find you lingering in my memories
others may disbelieve
Bereft of alternatives than fantasies
It's you I savor
I've just a shiver
Remembering your flavor
It's a longing that lingers
And still heartaches bleed
unrequited need
Bleak landscapes
sterile seed
Fantasies bleak attack
Attached to a fact
there’s no turning back
Of desires turned black
And Fantasies dead seed
@Jul,1999
