I was up half the night thinking about a mumm from yesterday. I dont usually keep thinking about online stuff after Ive turned off my computer but this one made me think.
I dont feel like going to get the link so I will paraphrase.
It basically asked if life was overrated, and I did answer. Oh fuck it Ill go get my response I dont wanna misquote myself. LOL!
My first comment:
2007-06-20 19:51:40 #12 of 33
Personally, I think MY life is overrated.
Some people have LOTS of good things in their lives. Family, friends, etc. For thos epeople, life is great.
If you lived one day in my shoes, you would understand.
My second comment:
2007-06-20 20:02:57 #30 of 33
For the record, I dont suffer from depression or anything of that nature, and I dont plan on going out and killing myself or anyone else just because my life is shit. And as I said *MY* life is over rated.
Also, I think that the comment in the other mumm was meant as a smartass answer, or something that resembles smartass.
Just so you all know.
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So I spent all night thinking of ONE thing I have to want to live for, and I honestly cant think of anything. NO I AM NOT SAYING I WILL GO OUT AND KILL MYSELF!! AND NO I DONT WANT AND/OR NEED PITY PEOPLE! Im just syain. If someone held a gun to my head and said they were going to kill me unless I gave them a good reason not to, I probably wouldnt be able to give them one. My family has chosen to turn their backs on me, I dont really have any close friends outside of the internet. And people always tell me, "Your life is shit based on your life choices". No its NOT. I didnt say or do ANYTHING to make my family turn away from me, thats THEIR life choice. I dont keep myself from having friends, people dont talk to strangers much anymore. I have no job (yeah MAYBE that was a choice of my own, but it was based on COMPLETELY misleading information).
Anyway it just makes me sad to realize that there is NOTHING keeping me on earth if given the choice to leave it. And I REALLY HOPE that NONE of my CT friends have to go through life the way I do. I wish for ALL OF YOU to have long and happy lives filled with people who love you.
I dont know how to end this so Ill just say bye. :D
