“Hell is a place on earth with him and when you die you deserve Heaven because you’ve been with Him since Adam and Eve and look where that’s gotten you. You were picking shards of glass out of your wings and you had glitter in your eyes and you could barely see so I don’t blame you for mistaking him for an angel because his kiss was like bitter sweet ecstasy. Aphrodite and Hera watched you jump off Cloud Nine and straight into his waiting arms and fuck, it was good for a while but then he let you fall and now you’re muttering you’re sorry and praying to the Gods for Rapture.”
The way you make me feel is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced before. You make me feel like I’m dying and flying and living and that my heart just stopped beating but yet is pumping 90 mph all in one moment. You make me feel invincible but vulnerable. weak, but like nothing could ever bring me down. You make me feel like I’m free and yet trapped by your every move. You leave me breathless and yet are the only thing that keeps me still breathing. You control my every thought, movement, heart beat. You’ve got me, all of me. That’s all I can give.
You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.
“Blinded by pleasure we long to be free,
Striving towards something we no longer see;
The world is burning, our minds are on fire
Consumed and consuming in seething desire,
Slaves of sensation, there’s something we’ve lost
We’ve ransomed our passion, heedless the cost;
Promethean god, we have seized the flames
But our theft is rewarded with eternal chains.”
A good relationship is like a road -- sometimes it's bumpy as hell, sometimes it's smooth as butter, but no matter what, it keeps going on and on. ♥
I crave having a connection with someone. I need someone who I can sit with for hours, in silence, but feeling like we’ve just had the most intricately detailed conversation about the world, the stars and the galaxies. Someone that by just a touch from their fingertips, sends electricity coursing through my veins, to every corner, into every crevice of my body.
I don’t crave attention,
I crave affection.
I don’t want to be alone,
I want some me time.
I don’t wish for these thoughts to stop,
I wish for them to be positive.
I don’t need someone to baby me,
I need someone to care & love me.
I don’t require a perfect life,
I require a happy life.
What I need?
My need is to meet yours.
My need is you, needing me.
My need is to make you happy, laugh, moan, scream.
My need is sending you to a plane of existence you’ve never felt.
My need is to hold you.
My need is to catch you when you land.
My need is to take you.
My need is to have you anyway I want.
My need is your yearning for more.
My need is you complete satisfaction.
My needs are met.
Learn to love yourself enough so that when someone enters your life that treats you negatively, you can stand up for yourself and have the strength to let them go. You can learn that it is okay to say no to anyone who is not willing to treat you with the love and respect you not only want, but also deserve. Have the courage to walk away from anything that does not serve you well. Search for your highest good.