“I am yearning for something or someone.
But not having whatever it is, makes me sad.
I feel the melancholy deep in my soul.
I look in the mirror and I look different.
I’ve never seen this person before.
The sadness is taking a toll on me.
Mentally. Physically. I am being devoured.
I need to be restored & re-energized.
By something or someone.
I’ve felt this void for too long.”
Strip away my skin
and take that which
helps me breathe.
I always thought it
was a beating heart,
but all along I have
been holding within
me a caged bird,
fighting to be free.
*to my precious Family*
may your Dreams come true in the new year,
be prosperous and be loved,
be beautiful in your heart and find true love,
be strong in every way,
be true to yourself- there is only one of 'you'
find pleasure and happiness where ever you go and in everything you do
~The Dharqe Angel~
“I miss the taste of your lips,
I miss the warmth of your hug,
I miss the sound of your voice,
I miss the way you talked,
I miss your hair touching my face,
I miss your laugh,
I miss your hands interlocking with mine,
I miss cuddling with you so close,
I miss watching you,
I miss your smell,
I miss your smile,
I miss everything about you.”
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” ― Bob Marley
The thing about depression is you think you’re over it, but it’s 2 AM and you’re surrounded by your friends laughing about something stupid and you feel it, you feel the loneliness creeping in. You feel the sadness even though you’re laughing. You’re depressed and you don’t even know how to fix it.
The heart that's meant to love you will fight for you when you want to give up, pick you up when you're feeling down, and wil give their smile when it's hard for you to find yours. Ther will NEVER get strength from seeing you weak, power from seeing you hurt, or joy from seeing you cry. The heart that's mean to love you wants to see the BEST YOU, not the hurt you! Never forget that.