Thought the silence you can hear the tears fall,
I sit with my back to you, I donít want you to see, to see what I have done, donít worry. It will all be gone soon, yes hate , fear, caring, loving, and the constant of you. I have done it, yes it is leaving, my heart no longer wants , need, craves, or will accept it, I am better now, Just look away, donít look at me. You know you and others have caused this. Yes, I will take blame too. I let this happen to me to many times. I am to dumb to realize you play a good game. Yes, let myself be a toy in the game, because I believed you, now I know what it is all about, but no more, it will all be gone soon. I am almost gone. My soul, my love, my hate, my heart, my bleeding, and finally my breathing. Look away, donít see me, and donít see this... I am gone.