things i think about well i think about if ima going to wake up tomorrow or not sometimes i hope not just because i dont want to face facts and or the day some days i cant wait to go to work or something i used to love to wake up it was like being 5 again and waking up on a saturday morning to watch cartoons or see it was sunny to go out side and play now days my days just keep getting darker and darker and i just dont want to move anymore i think sometimes maybe if i dont wake up the world would be alot better off with out me maybe i should be like a ghost or something just want to wonder around and never talk to anyone probably the best take on my life a ghost or a phantom yeah i just might give up the game was fun to play but the shraid is all over the dark cloud will cast its dark night and i am the one it shines down on or just maybe i said to much .