The past actually Year I have been dealing with anxiety issues going from not so bad to much worse in the past few months...I havent been able to leave my house and feel comfortable unless i was with people close too me...Well On Feb 9th I finally got to see a shrink and he prescribed me meds they are no joke I took one this morning and it kicked my ass hard I had to sleep and was knocked in and out most the day till 3pm. Then i knew I had to keep myself awake... Now I am figuring if one can do that and i have a 2 yr old to take care of im going to have to split it in half and see how that works...Then the doc wants me to take 2 b4 bed to help me sleep im thinkin ill stick to takin one till im more use to them...Then about a month ago I went to see my woman doctor to get a check up cause I havent been there in a few years so i wanted to make sure im ok...A week later I get a letter tellin me to call them for my results...I then find out they found abnormal cells that arent cancerous but could become if not checked out... Then I had to go back into the office again the next week to have them check me more thoroughly and take some skin samples in my cervix...because they told me I had a form of this HPV now this scares the hell out of me... well they did the test and i find out yesterday I have a mild case but they want me to come in 4months for another pap smear just to see if it does clear up on its own...So I am hoping it will go away... Please any women who does read this make sure you are checked for this...cause it can cause cervical cancer and you do get it from sex with skin to skin contact and there is no way of knowing how long you have had it for...it can take a long time to show up so theres no way on knowing...Most women bodies can fight it off but some cant so get checked anyway...And my doctor says condoms dont even protect from it cause skin can still touch skin even using condoms...Well please all be well both men and women...And Ill Write Again soon...
