Everything I have ever hoped for,
Has all fallen completely apart.
Should I give up and say I'm through,
Or should I trust my heart?
I don't know the answer now,
I may never know it at all.
I may stay strong and keep my faith,
Or I could lose balance and fall.
My friends all try to help me,
But it doesn't affect me at all.
They want me to be happy again,
They don't want me to stall.
They worry about what I might do,
They want my life to be spared.
I don't know what is in store for me,
And I am at this moment scared.
Because I never before have felt this way,
I hope that I get better,
And out of this depression fall.
Or I might do a drastic thing,
And I might not be living at all.
© Tanya Lanea Carson 2006
