PEOPLE CHANGE SO YOU CAN LEARN TA LET THEM GO™
THiNGS GO WRONG, SO THAT YOU CAN APPRECiATE THEM WHEN THEY GO RiGHT.™
SOMETiMES GOOD THiNGS FALL APART SO THAT BETTER THiNGS CAN FALL TAGETHER™
There comes a point in yer life winn you realize who matters, who nvr did, && who always will. So dunn worry bout tha people in your past... there's a reason they dint make it into yer future™
yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, that's why it's called the present.™
everything is always okay in the end, if it's not, then it's not the end.™
™THA WORST FEELiNG iSN'T BEiNG LONELiE. iT'S BEiNG FERGOTTEN BY SOMEONE YOU COULD NEVER FERGiT.™
this there above was borrowed froma bulliten well that hit the nail on the head. for all the people that know me i am me and i am a guy who can hardly say no to help anyone. i will always try to help a person out because what if one day when i need that help and i go to ask a person and they say no. than i will know jushow that person felt when i said no. so i help any one and every that i can in my power. and now comes the time for me to ask for help i need all my friends and family to keep me in my prayers as now comes a battl of life that i am going through and well been fighting for two years now. i have let a person control me and now it has come time to put a fucking stop to it. i have every fucking right in this world to see my son and just because this lady doesnt like me or my personality . i dont care. everyone of my friends have seen that in all my profiles. i am a guy who helps but whenit hurts me to a point of keeping anger, stress sadness held in for two years and tonite man i have opened up a little bit and now i am going to unleash i am sorry if people dont like the way i fucking talk but hey i am letting it go. yeah i have done shit in my past and well that was because that was the past.. ifucking learned my lesson and now this is the fcking present i have a job i pay my bills, i have a house i am doing what is being" responsible" what the futures holds os me holding and loving my son. at one time she told me i was unfit and i almost belevied that but that was also in the past. that is history adn for all the people that know me, i am me and i can do what ever the fuck i feel like doing. i put my mind to it and i own the shit. now time has come for me to stop being the kid i have always fucking been my whole life own me and own everything that has become of me. there is not a person in this fucking world that can hold me down, but me and you know what i did that shit for too fucking long.so who ever reads this tell me what you think. i beleive that something was to be said finally and now i have spoken. it isnt everything but hey i am at this fucking place called work so i have to end it here. i will write more on this when i get more time,
you know there was times i wanted to say fuck it this bitch is so ruthless and theres no way i can fucking win so what is the use of fighting this battl well i know for a fact that quiters never fucking win and i know for a fact that i am not a quiter! i didnt quit when the skool i went to in high skool said they werent gonna let me back in, i said fucc that and went around them adn did it on my own. then they were not goingn to let me go thru the walk and i went to the tribe and won that battle so now comes the battle of me and the babies momma! well i dont think i have any reason on mother earth to be nice to thiss lady. this same lady slandered my family in so many ways you jbow i felt like almost coming to a point of hatin. she told the court that se would not let my dad my gram or any of my immediate family visit becuz of our family history of alcohol and then added that its a known fact that they have a lice infestation problem. the dislike has grown at this point and to say that my son cannot get to know his family has gooten pissed the fuck off now comes time to go to court and battle this ok i am going to say it and son sorry but it is time to face this bitch.and the funny thing is i am going to bring everyone in my family and if she has the fucking guts to say that in court when they are not present lets see if the bitch can say it when my family is present. i could have fired back some shit bout her and her history but i know not to play those stupid childish games and not go to her lowness. you know if i am such an unfit parent i dont see how she can allow me into her house and take care of her children. by the time i am done i will atleast have 50 50 custody. i am not going to take him totally away from her becuz that would mean i stooped to her level and well i am better than that. a child needs both parents and i know that i just wish she would figure that out to. it took two of us to make my son. well i think that should be enuf for here at work i thank you for taking the time to read this blog it is coming str8 from my heart and how i feel. it has lifted alot off of me at this time now i may concentrate on my work.....
George
