There comes a time in a persons life that they must take a long hard look at who they are. I have had to do this recently.
I didn't like who I saw. It may be too late to correct the wrongs that have been said and done. While I will not take total blame for the current situation I played a major part in it. I have realized that after I was injured on the job and told I was permanently restricted to lifting no more then 50lbs, I sank into a state where I felt too sorry for myself to realize I was hurting the feelings of those around me.
The reason I am putting this out on the web is my attempt to remove my hard shell and let the world know that if you keep your problems to yourself it doesn't make you strong or tuff. It will make you hurt and that hurt will be passed on to those around you. If you have someone who is willing to talk with you and help you through your issues then you r blessed. Jealousy and discontent will ruin a family, break hearts and shatter souls.
If it is too late for me I ask that all those that read this please take a long hard look at how you treat those around you and how they treat you. Even if things appear to be OK it may not be the case. If you truly love the ones around you don't wallow in your own self pitty, work on your issues and don't wait till it's too late to change.
One other thing I have to say, if your spouse does something small to try to make you happy, or even something that they normaly do, let them know how much you appreciate it. It will pay off in the long run. Even something as simple as coming home from work, let them know that you appreciate how hard they work.
Well that's enough depressing revelations from a heart broken frog for now.
