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the weekend

Okay So my boyfriend and I talked alot this weekend. I told him that I felt we got too serious too fast, so that I wanted to take a step back and try to rebuild our relationship and make it better. So he is going to live with a friend for a awhile and I am going to get my head clear and we are just going to take it day by day and not have the pressure of the whole living together crap. when he was living here I felt like I was suffocating like I had no time to myself, because I worked then I got my son and then cooked dinner cleaned up the house and then he was home and we did EVERYTHING together, I need me time and he needed him time. And I figured my how trust issue thing will have to be fixed by this or I know that i can't have a relationship. I did find out that he didn't cheat on me, that his bitch ex girlfriend was making it all up to break us up...why are some woman like that?? Cuz she laughed at me when i emailed her and told her that she could have him and she was like hehe i don't want him i just didn't want you with him. So now i feel like the asshole, but my boyfriend has been great about the whole thing and is giving me the time I need. Friday we went out to dinner and then to the local gun club for cheap drinks and I got totally wasted but he took me home put me to bed and left, never tried to push himself on me. Saturday we went to Ladies night at the VFW (yes we are members of all these places because come lets face it it soooooo much cheaper to drink there) he actually danced with me and held my hand or kept his arm around me most night. I asked him to stay with the night and he kept asking if I was sure, but in the morning he left and gave me some time to myself on sunday but came to my house to see my son and play with him a little bit sunday. so i think things may be workking out with this arrangement. We will see, only time can tell.
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