Hey all! IM finally getting back to writing in my blog. I really haven’t been online a lot. My dad and them have been on vacation and it has drove me absolutely nuts! I like being at home by myself during the day. They are off a whole three weeks. UGH it sucks. But the third week they are going on vacation. I believe they are going to the mountains. I can’t wait. I’ll have the whole house to myself. Woo hoo! I was hoping while they were off that they would get stuff taken care of like unpacking and start putting things up. Well, they have done a little bit but that was just one box. They have so many boxes to go thru and all that. It just bugs me because I have had my room organized and unpacked since the third day living at the place. Well, that is the exception of my waterbed being put up. That took about a week later to have it put up. My ex boyfriend Jeremy did that for me. Thank You for putting it up Jeremy. I don’t know if I ever did thank you. It is so much better sleeping in my bed instead of these hard wood floors. My dad and his girlfriend keep the air constantly on here. I think I have been sick ever since I have moved in. IM not sick now but I have a earache from hell that is bothering the heck out of me today.
IM going to give several situations that I ran into with my dad. Feel free to comment on these and tell me what you think. It could be good or bad. I promise you won’t offend me. Maybe I just get mad over stupid stuff. But here is one of the situations: You have moved, and you are trying to get everything unpacked. You would like to help your dad and his girlfriend unpack their things also. Well, they don’t feel like doing it. Should you go ahead and do it, or wait till they help out!?! I was going to start doing it but when it does come when they start helping out I have a feeling that they are going to start moving things from where I had them. Then I will feel like that I wasted my time doing it. Then I will get really mad about it. I know I overact about a lot of things but this is one thing that would really piss me off.
Another situation: Your father wants you to get on the Internet on this website that gives away free stuff. So I get on Freecycle.org and put a up trailer on there and its free. Well, you do this. You put your email address on the site and within twenty-four hours you get over two hundred responses. So you write down the numbers for him to contact and you ask him about it and he gets mad. The numbers you wrote down for him to call about 2 weeks ago he hasn’t made a single phone call. Wouldn’t that make you mad!?! Would you feel that you wasted your time doing someone a favor and they don’t do it or say a thank you or anything!?! Well, this is the position that I am in. He gets frustrated because people are asking the same questions over and over even though I wrote about it all on this site. Well, he decided to take it out on me like it was my fault. So that just got me more mad.
My day has went fairly well though. I woke up and my ear was still hurting a little bit but I took some Tylenol. It doesn’t hurt as bad but it still does a little bit. It was good to talk to my big teddy bear Scott today.. I just tried calling him a little while ago and received no answer. So he must be asleep. So I guess I will call him tomorrow after he gets off work. A buddy of mine received a letter that I wrote him and he was glad to get it so it made me feel good. J I just went tanning and now I am home. I try to go tanning at least 3 times a week. I try to stay some what dark but it doesn’t help me out that good. The “love of my life” went to court today and I don’t know what happened all with that. Honestly, I don’t really want to know because it will just rip my heart to pieces. He is my baby and he will always be my baby no matter what mistakes he has made. I was going to call his mom to see what happened but I haven’t heard from her at all. I even wrote her a letter giving her my new address and new phone number. Still no response. So I don’t know what the deal is. I hope she isn’t putting all the blame on me because on all what is going on absolutely none of it is my fault. I always thought that we were always close and good friends but now I am second guessing all of that. I have tried calling her several times and no answer. So the only thing I can think is that she is avoiding me. If that is the way that she wants to be then that’s fine. I don’t want to be blamed for something that I didn’t do. But anyway I can’t get thinking of someone that I truly love it will just get me down before the nights over with so I am going to talk about something else. Plus, IM sure you all don’t want to hear about my sob stories.
But anyway….The weekend is almost here. I don’t know if I am going out this weekend or not. I am still waiting for my best friend to contact me. Hopefully, we will go to somewhere like Electric Cowboy, or Coyotes/O’Malley’s. I like Creekers but I think my best friend and I are getting tired of the place. We are in some drama up there with a few people. Geez, we always seem to get caught up in something. LOL. No, not really IM joking. We are pretty good people. We don’t cause trouble. I think we are fun to hang around. She’s real funny and when IM on Jager I can be quite crazy myself. No, telling what I will be doing. LOL. IM pretty shy when we go out. I always know when I get a buzz because I talk to anyone or do about anything my best friend tells me to. That is when she’s knows IM buzzing also. Michelle, go tell him he’s hot LOL. She doesn’t ever believe that I will actually go do it. Then when I do I usually get her somewhat embarrassed. Its just funny all around. So I don’t know where we will be going this weekend. You can always hotbox me and I can let you know. We are willing to meet new people. But IM not even sure if we are going out yet. But I guess I will know by tomorrow night by 7. IM hoping we do. I went out last night cause I had free tickets too the America Hunks thing that was at Electric Cowboy but a few friends (Becky, and Christy) rode by and it was pretty packed. So they didn’t want to go because there was too big of a crowd. So we went to this bar down the road from where I used to live called Redeye’s. They have drink to you drown on most days I am assuming. They love this drink that has grenadine, sprite, and vodka. I don’t know what you call it. I drank it once before and they give me terrible headaches just like screwdrivers do. I guess it is the vodka in it. I am pretty much a tequila person I guess. I haven’t been really in the mood to drink anyway. But it was fun just to get out of the house for a little bit. It was pretty friggin hilarious with Becky yelling out the window on the way to dropping me off last night. I just couldn’t wait to get out of the car. LOL. IM just joking. It wasn’t that bad. Poor Christy! LOL. I just pretty much laid low in the back seat LOL. I was the sober one I guess that is why I thought it was so funny.
But I am talking on the phone now, so I guess I am going to go ahead and go.
