Well, this was a very interesting weekend!!! i had to go to Bismark and spend time with my in-laws, who i do love to death. The most interesting part was me and my hubby were in a room with my sister in law and her hubby and baby. I was actually hoping to get some action but NO!! I have been married for like 2 months well almost, and i have gotten IT like 1 time a week!! I'm really lonely and wishing i was given a bit more attention. I don't get to see him much and then the one weekend we do get away from everything we have to spend it this way. I gave my hubby the hint when i went to take a shower and did he join me?! NOPE!!! I'm really needing some!!! I think im starting to see the real side of my husband. He is selfish and didn't want to spend any time with me doing anything i wanted to do. I am more than willing to do what he wants to do. Just wish he was the same way. What is a lady suppose to do? I have mastered the art of my timer on my digital camera, blogged on here and my space, and spent time on the phone and Yahoo messenger. Is wanting a relationship besides just a friendship out of my husband is wrong or asking to much?! He wants to have a baby but he doesn't even come close to me without the thought of sex. I got turned down yet again and im getting tired of it. That is what happened before i found out that my ex was cheating on me. Im at a loss for words and thoughtsright now.....
