Tim's blog: "ramblings of one mans heart "

I awoke to find myself walking up a mountain .Talking with a man about nature the animals the rivers and trees . How each was just as important as the next. How each has a path in life for the betterment of man, Some would feed the earth he said. Some will feed man , There is a plant for every illness that will bestowed upon the earth. Although most will never be known as greed will consume the people and death will find their souls . Why sir how can this be, surely people will do right by each other. Yes he said some do but darkness has sank in to the hearts of many. They share a common goal you see its called more. Not content with the garden they inherited they seek the things of man, Not the fruit the berries the fish nor meat that was given freely. They scream for Power and control . They say they believe in the father and do everything he has said not to do. They have been fooled in to thinking turning the other cheek is weak . Yet it takes more strength to turn ones head. I looked up and seen birds like I have never seen something out of Prehistoric days . Its wings were that of jet liner size and its head bigger then me. I started to run behind a big rock. The man laughed and said I see you have little faith as well . That is not so I do believe in God I know he put all things in their place . He said then why do you fear ? I said it may be hungry and I might be his dinner. He replied thou shall fear no evil for thou art with me . What do you mean sir I asked . The father is within everything if you truly have faith you will find the common light between all things so what is there to fear when God smiles upon you. But sir there are stories about animals attacking and killing, So why then may I ask does god let bad things Happen , He said in the beginning God made all things each life weather it an animal a tree or even a river have that energy that comes from the light . He gave man free will to do as he sees fit he gave but ten simple rules. When those rules are broken it darkens all things from plants to insect to animals and humans. Everything done upon the earth effects everything on it , if you choose to go beyond gods rules. you follow darkness and he has been tossed from the heavens to the earth . Mans sin has freed him from the pit . Threw lies and trickery he gathers souls. For the battle a holly battle. God has opened his doors and called for his children the only ones to go in are those of Faith . God is not the one that lets bad things happen He gave the rules and man has willingly followed in to things as sex lust lies murder disrespect they no longer teach their children of God and his wisdom. Man has butchered  Gods words to mean all kinds of things. Many are discouraged as the books are missing years upon years. So they choose to put their faith in man being the greatest of all. I pondered on it and I wasn’t sure I understood . He walked over to the creek and said are you hungry would you like something to eat. I said do you have a way to light a fire I do not like uncooked fish. He laughed and said you my brother have little faith . With that he reached in to the creek and pulled out a lobster that was fully cooked. He looked up in to the sky and said thank you Father for this gift to nourish thy bodies. He handed it to me he said are you confused or something . I walked over to the creek and stuck my finger in to check to see its warmth I was expecting it to be hot yet it was cool like a river should be. You have to seek life with your soul not your eyes . God has many worlds. Even down there on earth . Down there on earth, what do you mean down there on earth ? He said not everything can be seen by the blind not everything can be heard by the deaf . I am puzzled sir . He said think about the deer and how they react. As we reached the top of the mountain I could see the earth down below . And then a field came in to my view and a deer was feeding on the grass. When his head popped up and he looked around . He slowly started walking then he ran off . What do you suppose he ran from did he hear something far off . He said there are many worlds on the earth some animals can see and hear and man cannot . Just as man can see wonderful colors but animals can not . Just because one species can do one thing does not mean all can yet the light with in each living thing is the same at birth. I looked down and seen bombs blowing up the earth and people in it . Why is this happening why does God not stop this . God gave man free will to choose the way he would go . That is Free will if man chooses to kill each other off that is their will Not gods . If a car goes off the road and a person dies they scream Oh lord how could you do such a thing. They say they believe yet they don’t even understand free will. If wind hit’s a car and it goes off a cliff , they blame god yet the devil is the one to blame God gives everlasting life to the souls that ask. But he forces no one . Say someone does you wrong or sins against you . God says turn the other cheek if you do then you have heard the lord , but if you say I forgive you and then talk of what they did to you, then you have not forgiven in your soul and there for your soul can not be forgiven . Its faith if you have the faith within your soul , when you forgive you are willing to help that person as if a dear friend . But what if that person has killed someone in your family surly you couldn’t forgive . When your body dies where will you go he asked . I will go to heaven to be with the father . He asked how do you know this I said God said so. And you talked to God he asked . Well yes I pray all the time about things , He said to you worship God or do you just ask for things ? What do you mean I asked again . He said do you make songs praising god or do you follow songs of someone else ? Do you take time to give god praise for the things he gave you , trees to shade your head the creatures of the earth Do you thank him for the People that are a part of your life and those who are not . Or do you just ask for things like better grades in school help with a friends health or money for bills . Asking for things and praise are different things. You want to show God praise he finds praise in what you do for those you don’t have to. You feed the man who cant feed himself , you speak kindly to children teach them without harshness share love with everything around you. These are things that praise god. When you choose to say yes God you are my father and I will do as you ask . Then one should do just that . If you ask to be forgiven for sin and then turn around and do the same sin . You are playing a game of man not following gods will . You will say I asked to be forgiven and God will say you asked with a lieing heart did you not as if you were truly sorry why then would you do exactly the same thing again and ask again for forgiveness. Man is reading the books of God with his eyes not his soul you must ask god to give you sight so you may see . You have to ask God to open your ears so that you may hear . When you knock on the door your heart and soul are the ticket in but they must be of pure intent . The idea that one can do as he pleases break all the commandments of God and then say I am sorry forgive me , and then go do the same thing and ask again . God gave man free will but thinking God as a fool not the way to get in. God will forgive as you heart dictates always. I looked down and watched as the nations attacked each other tears welled in my eyes . My soul weeps for those of little faith I said . He said tell them their faith is compromised by those they follow. Wake them up and tell them they can not follow two gods , the one of man is a falsehood you cannot do harm to anyone and claim to know God give them love give them compassion help them to find faith . But sir I don’t want to go down there . I can see the dark cloud the leaders are bringing upon the people. They mask the truth and spread lies they say follow us we are soldiers of God . If you teach them of faith my brother then they to will know that no man that kills follows God . Think about that God who created all worlds and everything in them the God who can give life to anything he desires . Tell me brother if he can do all that why would he need man to kill for him. A soldier of God has one weapon its called the words of god . It will not be easy but the path is straight . Do all things by the light that gives you life follow your soul not man . Ask for no more then you need Praise God for all you have. Love all man as if they were the father ,If they do not accept the words of God walk away dust them off and never return to that house of  condemned , Many have fallen who will not change . Remember always read the word with the soul not the eyes .If you are troubled ask for guidance .Man will try to fool you in to always wanting more . Those with faith care nothing of worldly things as treasures they know will await them in the kingdom . How long will it be before God comes to the earth . He said I cannot say ,why cant you say he said look down, I seen a child upon a street then the next second and adult and the next they were burying him. I said was that the boy ? He said yes he died at the age of 98 by mans time yet it was seconds here . No one knows the time or place God shall return . God sees all from where he sets he hears all nothing happens god does not know of . Within all things god can be found . If a rain drop falls in to the ocean it becomes part of the sea or does it stay a rain drop ? If god makes you in his image and sends you to earth and says do this and my light will flourish ,but do against my will and the my light shall return to me and you’ll be left in darkness to follow the dark you have a choice its called free will . But I am worried I may fall in to the trap of mans views .Faith my brother share faith with all and you shall return . I started falling No please please I don’t want to go .The next thing I knew I was setting on the floor looking around I was a baby I tried to tell them my words were coming out but everyone stood there looking at me making faces as if I was making goo goo ga ga noises . And man started to fill me full of its views of right and wrong . I had lost the knowledge I came to the earth with I remembered the walk but not what was said . Bits and peaces came to me over the years .Now a half a century later I can remember this part of the walk .yet I know much more was said all this time and I said nothing that would save those I was asked too, Yet I have faith this message will be passed on . It just needs one person to share the words of God . Have faith think with your soul not your brain ask for your message with a pure heart and God will give you the knowledge he promised you. He gave each a path before we were born , He gave you a choice seek or do not . May God find the souls of each who take the time to understand his will.