I'm gaurding my heart
I'm losing today
So aimed on tomorrow
Yet stuck in yesterday
I wish I could let you
In passed that wall
But I'm afraid of the pain
I'm afraid of the fall
It's hurts to hold back
But more to let go
Let the feelings spill out
To let you really know
These feelings are strong
So much stronger then me
The wall in me is breaking
Soon they'll all see
The fear, sadness, love
The real happiness too
The words I want to say
But I hold back from you
I don't want to push
I can wait for a bit
I won't show you the hurt
I won't throw a fit
But I don't know how much more
My fragle heart can take
I don't know how much longer
These feelings I can shake
I'll wait for a while
I can hold on for you
But I haven't got a lifetime
To see what you'll do
By Kimberly R. Joli
