Solace succumbs me,feel the closing of my door,
Emptiness, pain and regret will now follow YOU forever more.
With this bit of solidarity youll never hear a sound,
This self inflicted mutilation is superficial, its in my misery that I drown.
Glimpses of you run through my head memries so bold,
Lifelessly, hopelessly I lie next to this porcelin so cold.
Noone ever answered my cries, as silent as they are
I cant help myself anymore for these wounds do not scar.
I fade into a place of solace a so silent and discreet,
Victory is now yours, I wave my flag in defeat.
Everything grows dark, the room is now a blurr,
Desperate for inner peace I let my destiny occur.
Grasping ont sanity I grit my teeth and hold tight,
The room is spinning, my body curled in a ball I gladly loose this fight.
My legs are numb, theres a faint knocking at the door,
Its too late now let me perish here alone on the floor.
Dont try and run for help, for there is none you see,
You cant save the unsaveable, The unsaveable being me