Losing what you love for what you want has and never will be worth it!! I have loved my wife since the beginning of time it seems like. But, there was a fatal flaw in me that caused her to push me away. I was able be the provider, as far as financial, but real life connotates that love and understanding go hand in hand with providing!!!! I still love my wife and I wish her well, but damn do I miss her and my son night and day. Just because I was not centered enough to be there when she needed someone to just listen!!Love those that love you even when they seem far away and hopfully everything will be alright!!!