Darkness surrounds me
Pain is all I feel
Like drowning in this air I breath is any of it real?
Emotions overcome me
I Cut but I dont feel the pain The storm of my life
My tears are the rain
People all around me
Hurrying just to pass me by
while im stuck in this moment slowly waiting to die
The ones I love always seem to go away
Its not fair why do they leave and I stay?
Lifes full of joy and happyness or so they say
If the world is so perfect then why do I want to leave
If everything is expected why do I cover my arms with sleeves?
Does it scare you?
to see the marks of my fears?
when you see these cuts do you realise my tears?
Just someone to tell me again
That they really do care
to say thouse three words
I stand in a crowded room yet I stand alone
I live in a house but its not a home
Does anyone feel the way I do?
I Loved you so
The thought of your touch
The vision of your smile
Once again
Im wrapped in loveing arms away from reality and harm
I see all my loved ones that have passed me by
It has come to this
To feel your love that night
I died
