Queen Robin's blog: "Queen Robin's Thoughts"

I can remember years ago, When I was young and free, I met this beautiful lady, And she fell in love with me. Then one day she said to me, "Please accept this gift I've chose" And when I opened up the box, There lied a beautiful porcelain rose. The porcelain rose was long and black, Like one I have never seen before, And on the vase these words were written, "Our love forever more" She said "I have one just like it, That I keep close to my heart, Now we can share them together, For our love will never part." We both loved each other, We were happy as could be, Then one day she accepted, My proposal to marry me. It wasn't long thereafter, I called her on the phone, The phone just rang and rang, There was no one home. Then I found out later, Down east she had to go. Her mother was very sick and dying, She didn't have time to let me know. Weeks went by then months, Waiting for her to call. Forever reading those words, On my porcelain rose just down the hall. Twenty years have now gone by, And my life hasn't changed that much. I'm still waiting with my Black Porcelain Rose, And the return of hers so they may touch. Then one day I went out browsing, At an antisue store I had stopped. I went inside to look around, When my heart just suddenly dropped. For over in a cob-webbed corner, Stood a vase with a Black porcelain Rose, "Our Love Forever More" had beem written, On this beautiful gift she had chose. I asked the owner of the store, How he had obtained the Rose i bought, He said "It's been here for fifteen years," And came from the East he though. Now our Black Porclain Roses, Are reunited after all these years. I'll remember her face forever, As life goes on behind these tears. Don't... don't you wish we tried? Do you feel what I feel inside? You know our love is stronger than pride... oh No don't... don't let your anger grow Just tell me what you need me to know Please talk to me, don't close the door Hmmm, 'cause I wanna hear you I wanna be near you Don't fight, don't argue Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away Don't tell me to go Don't!... Don't give up on trust Don't give up on me, on us If we could just hold on long enough Hmmm, we can do it We'll get through it Don't fight, don't argue Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go Don't pretend that it's okay Things won't get better that way Don't do something you might regret someday... Don't! Don't give up on me Hmm, Don't! (We can do it) We'll get through it Don't fight, don't argue Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go Don't! (Don't fight dont argue) Don't give up on me (Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry) Say that that I'm sorry (Just let me love you) Don't give up on me (Don't turn me away) Don't tell me to go Don't! (Don't fight don't argue) Don't give up on me (Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry) Say that that I'm sorry (Just let me love you) Dont give up on me (Don't turn me away) Don't tell me to go... I could lose my heart tonight, If you don't turn and walk away Cause the way I feel I might Lose control and let you stay Cause I could take you in my arms, And never let you go I could fall in love with you I could fall in love with you I could only wonder how Touching you would make you feel But if I take that chance right now, Tomorrow will you want me still? (baby will you want me? ) So I should keep this to myself, And never let you know I could fall in love with you (I could fall in love with you) I could fall in love with you And I know it's not right, And I guess I should try To do what I should do But I could fall in love, Fall in love, with you I could fall in love with you Siempre estoy soo en ti Besando mis labios, acariciando mi piel Abrazandome, con ansias locas Imaginando que me amas Como yo podr;amar a ti (translation:I'm always dreaming of you Kissing my lips, caressing my skin Hugging me with crazy longings Imagining that you love me The way that I could love you) So I should keep this to myself, And never let you know I could fall in love with you I could fall in love with you I could fall in love, (fall in love) I could fall in love, (fall in love) with you I could fall in love with you. Edit | Delete The Reason - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:38 PM i'm not a perfect person so many things i wish didn't do but i continue learning i never meant to do those thing to you and so i have say before i go that i just want you to know c/o i found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over knew and the reason is you i'm sorry that i hurt you there's something i must live with everyday and all the pain i put you through i wish i could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears that i why i need you to hear i found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over knew and the reason is you (4x) i'm not a perfect person i never meant to do those thing to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over knew and the reason is you i found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know a reason for all that i do and the reason is you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hmmm, I wonder why i picked that song.... I once told Lindon every time i heard it, it made me think of him... and now when he hears it, he thinks of me, cuz i told him I thought of him, i look at it as our post break up song Edit | Delete I Drive Myself Crazy (N Sync, WOO HOO) - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:27 PM ooooh.... Lying in your arms So close together Didn't know just what I had Now I toss and turn Cause I'm without you How I'm missing you so bad Where was my head? Where was my heart? Now I cry alone in the dark I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you Made a mistake When I let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do) I was such a foolI couldn't see it Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me) You confessed your love ( You confessed your love) Undying devotion I confessed my need to be free And now I'm left With all this pain I've only got myself to blame I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you Made a mistake When I let you go baby I drive myselfcrazy Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do) Why didn't I know it (How much I loved you baby) Why couldn't show it (If I had only told you) When I had the chance Oh I had the chance oohhhhhh.... la la la la la la I drive myself crazy 'ahhh.. oh so crazy lalalalala... oh oh oh oh I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you Made a mistake (made a mistake) Let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do I lie awake I drive myself crazy (I drive myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah) Drive myself crazy Made a mistake Let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I Edit | Delete From the bottom of my broken heart (Good Ol Brit) - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:26 PM "Never look back," we said how was I to know I'd miss you so? Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go? And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears all my hopes through my fears did you know, still I miss you somehow? From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart "Baby," I said, "please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day" we could have worked things out taking time is what love's all about But you put a dart through my dreams through my heart and I'm back where I started again never thought it would end You promised yourself but to somebody else and you made it so perfectly clear still I wish you were here "Never look back," we said how was I to know I'd miss you so? Edit | Delete Days Go By - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:23 PM You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Like a feeling as if I've been cursed From the bitter cold within Days go by And still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin Days go by And still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Edit | Delete How Do I Live - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:21 PM How do I Get through one night without you If I had to live without you What kind of life would that be? Oh I need you in my arms Need you to hold Your my world my heart my soul If you ever leave Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life. And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live?. Without you There'd be no sun in my sky There would be no love in my life There would be no world left for me And I Baby I don't know what I would do I would be lost if I lost you If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything real in My life And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live?... Please tell me baby.. How do I go on? If you ever leave Well baby you would take away everything Need you with me Baby don't you know your everything good in My life And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live How do I live without you How do I live without you baby....... How do I live.... Edit | Delete Whiskey Lullaby (Brad Paisley/ Allison Krauss) - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:18 PM he put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart, he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night First chorus: He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her til I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby (Sing lullaby) The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night Second chorus: She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength she had to get up off her knees We found her with her face down in the pillow Clinging to his picture for dear life We laid her next to him beneath the willow While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby Edit | Delete These days (Rascal Flatts) - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:16 PM Hey baby, is that you? Wow, your hair got so long! Yeah, yeah, I love it, I really do. Norma Jean ain't song we'd sing in the car driving down town. Top down, makin' the rounds, checkin' out the bands on Doheny Avenue. Yeah, life throws you curves but you learn to swerve. Me, I swung and I missed, and the next thing you know, I'm into missin': dreamin' on dreams, wishin' on wishes. Like you would be back again. I wake up and teardrops, they fall down like rain. I put on that old song, we danced to, and then, I head off to my job: guess not much has changed. Punch the card, head for home, check the 'phone, just in case. Go to bed, dream of you: That's what I'm doin' these days. Yeah, that's what I'm doin'. Someone told me, after college, you ran off to Vegas. You married a rodeo cowboy, why, that ain't the girl I knew. Me, I've been a few places, mostly here and there one or twice. Still sortin' out life but I'm doin' all right, Yeah, it's good to see you too. Well, hey girl, you're late, and those planes, they don't wait. But if you ever come back around this sleepy old town, Promise me, you'll stop in to see an old friend, and until then: I wake up and teardrops, they fall down like rain. I put on that old song, we danced to, and then, I head off to my job: guess not much has changed. Punch the card, head for home, check the 'phone, just in case. Go to bed, dream of you: That's what I'm doin' these........ I wake up and teardrops, they fall down like rain. I put on that old song, we danced to, and then, I wake up and teardrops, they fall down like rain. I put on that old song, we danced to, and then, I wake up and teardrops, they fall down like rain. I put on that old song, we danced to, and then. Edit | Delete I breathe in, I breathe out (Chris Cagle) - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:12 PM Lately I've been runnin' Into our old friends And somewhere in the small talk Someone always asks where you've been So I tell them what you told me And they can't believe we're through They ask me what I'm doin' now And in case you're wonderin' too I breathe in I breathe out Put one foot in front of the other Take one day at a time 'Til you find I'm that someone you can't live without Until then I breathe in and breathe out I've got every reason To find someone new Cause you swore up and down to me That I've seen the last of you But the way that you loved me Girl, left me hopin' and holdin' on So until this world stops turning round And my heart believes you're gone I breathe in I breathe out Put one foot in front of the other Take one day at a time 'Til you find I'm that someone you can't live without Until then I breathe in and breathe out We were meant to be Girl, there's no doubt And if it takes the rest of my life For you to figure it out Edit | Delete Let ME Go (Faith Hill) - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:10 PM I thought it was over baby We said our goodbyes But I can't go a day without your face Goin' through my mind In fact, not a single minute Passes without you in it Your voice, your touch, memories of your love Are with me all the time Let me let go, baby Let me let go If this is for the best, Why are you still in my heart Are you still in my soul, let me let go I talked to you the other day Looks like you made your escape You put us behind, no matter how I try I can't do the same Let me let go, baby Let me let go It just isn't right, I've been 2000 miles Down a dead-end road Let me let go, darlin', won't you I just gotta know, yeah If this is for the best, Why are you still in my heart Are you still in my soul, let me let go The lights of this strange city are shinin' But they don't hold no fascination for me I try to find the bright side baby But everywhere I look, everywhere I turn, You're all I see Let me let go, darlin', won't you I just gotta know, yeah If this is for the best, Why are you still in my heart Are you still in my soul, let me let go Let me let go, let me let go OUR SONG - Apr. 28, 2005 at 02:47 PM Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I wish on a star that somewhere you are Thinking of me too Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me Wonder if you ever see me and i Wonder if you know I'm there (am I there, am i? ) If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside Would you even care? I just wanna hold you close but so far All I have are dreams of you So I wait for the day (wait for the day) To take the courage to say how much I love you Yes I doI'll be dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me Corazr No puedo dejar de pensar en ti Como te necesito Mi amor, como te (translation: Sweetheart I can't stop thinking of you How I need you My love, how I miss you) Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I still can't believe That you came up to me and said I love you I love you too Now I'm dreaming with you tonight Till tomorrow (till tomorrow) and for all of my life And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room Dreaming with you endlessly ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ that was, our song.... i mean of course we had a lot of "songs" esp. lovey dovey ones... but this was the ONE we decided to be OURS... its really sad... i still to this day cannot listen to that song (or read the lyrics, i learned) with out crying.... There's a song on the sweet november soundtrack, that i am totally in love with. It's called wherever you are, by some chick names Celeste Prince.... So, like usual, I shall ADD the lyrics, one day I will thank myself for this. Time has come, what's done is done It's time to move on To another place, another space, maybe circling some other sun Don't ask why, don't ask how I still can't explain To say goodbye, goodbye for now till I see you again In the sunlight that's where I'll be In the moon light close your eyes, you will see me In the sunrise in the twilight I'll be the morning and the evening star I will be there with you wherever you are Life is strange, such joy and pain The betrayal and the kiss It maybe meant to be, maybe destiny Leads us down a path like this Child is born, true love is sworn All the in-between Well you walk on, walk on until the path is gone Learning love is the only everything So it's goodnight, things go wrong but it's alright We're all just passin' through here At the speed of light and then Enya's Only Time, i have been a huge fan of hers, and figure I should add this song also Who can say where the road goes, Where the day flows? Only time... And who can say if your love grows, As your heart chose? Only time... (interlude) Who can say why your heart sighs, As your love flies? Only time... And who can say why your heart cries, When your love lies? Only time... (interlude) Who can say when the roads meet, That love might be, In your heart. And who can say when the day sleeps, If the night keeps all your heart? Night keeps all your heart... (interlude) Who can say if your love grows, As your heart chose? Only time... And who can say where the road goes, Where the day flows? Only time... Who knows? Only time... Who knows? Only time...