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Hello. My name is Dallas. I am the oldest son of Dan McNamara. I am the second oldest of four children, all of which are going through a very rough time right now.

On October 8th, 2015, our father was ripped away from us, unexpectedly and rapidly. What began as our father starting to feel mildly ill (with flu like symptoms) on Tuesday, quickly escalated to my sister (Danielle) taking him to the hospital (at 11 pm of the 7th). A few hours later (at approximately 3 am), he was being rushed into ICU, and our world changed forever. Once he was taking into the ICU unit, they ran more tests, to attempt to uncover the rapid illness, and try to help him the best they could.

At about 6 am of the 8th, I decided to go home to try and catch an hour of two of sleep. Only about a half hour in of sleeping at 8 am, I was awoke and told to call my sister asap. I called and I had found out that my father had code blued twice (heart failure) and told me to get down there asap. They were able to bring him back both times, and things started getting even scarier. By the time I got there, the doctors had determined they needed to put him into an induced coma to relax the body, and to start to run dialysis to help rid the blood of the intense amounts of acid that was responsible for the damage done.

After two hours, and no dialysis machine hooked up yet (we still do not know what took it so long to get there), the alarm rang again; we sprung to the door of the ICU area to see the light above our fathers room flashing. We held each other, cried, prayed for him to be okay. After about 30 minutes of them trying CPR, they couldn't get him back. We had lost the greatest man in our world, our father... our superhero.

Just the week before we had moved him into a new place where he could be happy, free, and live in less pain since here didn't have to fight with stairs. He never got to enjoy breaking in the house with cookouts, family get togethers, and the grandkids playing out back.

May he rest in peace with the angels and watch over us, pain free, and may he honor his life by living ours to the fullest.

We will do our best to keep everyone updated on memorial service details as soon as we know.

Thank you.

Sincerely,

Dallas McNamara, son of greatest father one could ask for

If you wish to know more about my father, or even donate to help cover the final expenses, please look below. 

http://brunnerfuneralhome.com/fh/obituaries/obituary.cfm?o_id=3346400&fh_id=11669

http://fnd.us/c/413Htb

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HELLO, THIS IS DANIELLE, DALLAS' SISTER. TODAY, AT 2:04 P.M. DALLAS WAS INVOLVED IN A 3 CAR ACCIDENT. HE WAS RUNNING TO MY DADS HOUSE TO PICK UP MY BABY SISTER WHEN HE WAS TBONED BY ANOTHER CAR AND HIT BY AN SUV FOLLOWING BEHIND HIM. ALL THREE CARS HAVE BEEN TOTALED. WORD HAS IT HE FELL ASLEEP BEHIND THE WHEEL, OTHERS SAYING A DRIVER RAN A RED LIGHT. BUT, ITS STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION. WE KNOW AS MUCH AS YOU DO RIGHT NOW AS WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE HIM YET. WE WILL KEEP EVERYONE UPDATED ON HOW HE IS DOING, AND WHATS GOING ON. PLEASE HELP US PRAY FOR DALLAS EDWARD MCNAMARA.. AKA SGTXMAC....

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Your angel eyes gaze upon me
with you, theres nowhere else id rather be
than looking in your angel eyes

in your eyes i see it all
the one girl who wont let me fall
while im gazed into your angel eyes

its in your eyes i know its true
thats theres not another girl just like you
its look you have in your angel eyes

this final look into your eyes
makes me never wanna say goodbye
cause im lost into your angel eyes.

She screams in pain as she is held down
As he enters the screech gets louder
Then he covers her mouth to make it silent
And then she knew, the nightmare was beginning

Half hour earlier he did nothing but scream
Yelling for no reason, he strikes her mom
She knew what he did, and yet she stayed silent
Silent in fear of the worst, maybe the same, maybe not

Hours go by, with no help or hope
She is crying to the point she cannot breath
All he does is go harder and is more violent
With a bruised eye and welts, she lays in fear

He is finally done with her just minutes to spare
Her mom walks in the house and notices nothing
She locks the door and turns her music on
She cries and panics, lost and confused

Weeks go by and the time comes near
She for once wants it to come and is anxious
Two more weeks go by and it never came
The doctor told her, the news, she sits in pain

She decides its time, time for revenge
She tells her mom, but she doesn't believe
So days go by, she waits for the time
The time she is alone with her father

Her mom is at work, they both are home alone
He walks to her room, not thinking the worst
The day in which he pays for his actions
The day, the day in which REVENGE MUST COME

He walks nearer with a nasty grin
Un-doing his pants, he grows closer
Her hands clenching the weapon tightly
He goes to grab her, a loud blast, then silence

He lies on the floor, not moving
The blood puddle growing larger as time goes by
She stands above him and drops the gun on his chest
Then she whispers, "Daddy, this time, I won"

She went though pain
She Went through torture
She went through Hell
But it's a new beginning

She she is free
Free from pain
Free from torture
This is her new beginning

A beginning for myself
A new friend, and new love
A new solution to all my problems
Like I said, it's a new beginning

A new beginning
As friends and maybe more
She is like noone else
This is our beginning

Our new beginning
Like noones ever had
Feelings expressed and noone hurt
This is our new beginning

For we shall see where things go
Maybe friends, maybe more
But only time can tell
For this is only the beginning

How can I live with myself
After all I have done
How can I get your forgiveness
Because you're my one true love

How can I make things right
After all I have said
How can I make you happy
Despite the pain I inflicted

How can I go one each day
Hurting you more and more
With every word i say
But I love you

You ripped me away
from my one true love
severely you will pay
for taking my love away

i loved her with all my heart
and with all her heart she loved me
together we were happy
happy as can be

how dare you take me away
form the one thing that i know
i hope you burn in hell
as well as your soul

you will pay for taking her away
i shall make your life hell
you shall have no freedom or joy
as if you're locked in a cell

so now i have said what i wanted
as i lay you down to rest
she is mine once more
and our love, our loves the best

I wake up every morning
its always the same drill
time to get ready
ready to be fake

out in the real world
what you see is false
but if you look at me closely
you'll see I'm nothing like i look

i look like a normal teen guy
but inside in nothing like it
i am sensitive and loving
but my friends cannot see

i have an image to be tough
an image i need to keep
no one can know my secret
my secret about my poetry

why must they laugh and stare
when i tell my true passion
my passion to write
write about my true feelings

its about time i stop and think
think about what is real
my friends...or my writing passion
but only i can decide

i thought and thought
and my mind is made
if you don't like my writing
the please back away, far away from me