I can't see Out...Side....
The Windows have all been painted Black...
I've been here for so long...
I'm not even sure where it is I'm At...
This is my Home...it's my Hell...my Church...and my Jail...
My need to succeed and the reason I Fail.
This is what its like,
Inside the Rooms in my Mind...
Silent Halls, Silent Walls...
And a Phone that always rings.....
Though nobody...calls...
The air gets heavy....as I fall to the floor,
"Whats that noise!"
I scream, but again I'm ignored...
It's only me, and the Pictures in my Mind...
And as I fall to the floor...
I Cry....
I've been crying for weeks...
Or has it been Years?
I know its been awhile...
'Cause...I'm Drowning In My Tears.
Lost in an Ocean...
Lost out at Sea...
Lost in my Own Haze...
Lost In Side of Me...
I remember hazy Pictures...
Of Times I Felt Alive...
Wait..
Thats another song...
One I already tried...
But I'm still stuck Inside those Dreams...
Though they're getting harder...and harder...to See...
"I wonder what that means..."
Where was I tomarrow...
I mean yesterday...
Did i have a Good Time...
Did i have...SomeThingToSay...
I'm not sure any...more...
I'm just not sure any......more...
And the Siren still screams...
And the Walls still bleed...
And all the things that "ISee"
Are Turning Into A Darker Shade Of mE...
I run down these Halls...
And I'm screaming for Help...
But i'm all Alone...
Alone in My Hell...
