Sassy Angel's blog: "THE REAL ME"

WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE A HEART? IT'S ONLY SLIGHTLY USED. IT'S BEEN BROKEN ONCE OR TWICE AND YES, ITS HAD THE BLUES. IT ISN'T SUCH A BAD HEART IT'S FAITHFULL, LOYAL AND TRUE AND IF YOU PROMISE NOT TO BREAK IT I'LL GIVE IT ALL TO YOU. IT COULD BE YOUR BEST FRIEND IT WOULD NEVER LET YOU DOWN IT WOULD GIVE YOU A WHOLE WORLD OF LOVE WHENEVER YOU'RE AROUND SO WOLN'T YOU GIVE MY HEART A CHANCE? THE PRICE IS RIGHT; IT'S FREE IF YOU DON’T WANT IT, LIKE ALL THE REST PLEASE LEAVE IT HERE WITH ME. Michelle P ®

Someone for me? always smile the best i can But deep inside i feel the pain The fact is that i live in vain I look as if i'm truly happy But no one knows i'm weak and lonely When i'm alone, i took self-pity Is there someone who can make me smile? A smile that's not just for a while A genuine smile that comes from within Is there someone who could accept me For whatever i am and what i can? Is there someone who'd love me as i am? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OH THIS LONG INEVITABLE DREAM NEVER ENDING IT MAY SEEM IF ONLY DREAMS WOULD SOMTIMES COME TRUE IN EVERY DREAM,WHICH ARE ONLY OF YOU THEY ALWAYS SEEM AS IF THEY ARE REAL AND YOUR TENDER TOUCH I CAN REALLY FEEL BUT ONLY IN MY HEART YOU ARE THERE KNOWING ITS YOU,I STILL LONG FOR AND CARE I DREAM OF YOU LOVINGLY WITH WARMTH DEEP INSIDE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU I FIND SO HARD TO HIDE IF ONLY YOUR DREAMS WERE THE SAME AS MINE IN DREAMS WE COULD BE TOGETHER FOR ALL TIME BUT DREAMS DON'T LAST FOREVER,OF THAT I DO KNOW BECAUSE I DON'T NEED A DREAM,TO SAY I LOVE YOU SO

There is a better place, That I’m a going, No pain, no sorrow, no death..... Jesus has gone to prepare, A better place for me, A place of comfort, understanding, love...... There will be choirs of Angels singing, Glory, glory hallelujah, All of the day long...... I’ve been preparing to leave, In a heartbeat, No pain, sorrow or death will be there...... I’m going to enter that city, That Jesus went to prepare for me, The one without pain, sorrow or death...... There will be a mansion, Built just for me, Without pain, sorrow or death,

ALWAYS How will I know you What light will I see Is this my destiny That just has to be To wander each pathway Always alone Searching for someone That may never be known Fueled by my fantasies Haunted by dreams Taunted by visions Of love yet unseen Night after night Day after day Longing for you To take my loneliness away M.P. 3-22-07

~what's in my heart~ no ones gotten close enough to know the real me I don't even show my family who I am in my mind cause when I hid no one can find the real me hiding behind a book or a game hiding my feelings with a smile hidding the real me with music hidding from every one for a little while and as I hid from who I'm not I begging to think oh who I am and what's in my heart the only thing in my heart is my one and only who is he I don't know yet but I'll find him he'll be hiding in the dark just for me to find him and someday I will know what's in my heart someday I know his name 9-3-06 MICHELLE P

No sleep last night, To busy thinking of you. I was trying to figure out how I could fix things, But I can't. You wouldn't want me to anyways, So I guess i'll just have to stop loving you some how. And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared. It hurt bad, I shouldn't waste my tears, I know. It's kind of to late to say that, I've already unleashed thousands, Because every thought I ever had, Was about you. And every dream I ever wished... Came true, When you entered my life. And now you're slowly disappering, So I didn't sleep last night. M.P 7-9-07

I Am Beautiful I admit you might not notice me from across a crowded room and if you pass me on the street I doubt you'ld stop to swoon But I am beautiful I'll yell it loud and strong and I defy anyone of you to prove that I am wrong I do not proclaim my beauty for the sake of being vain I keep a smile upon my face through out heartache and pain My causes are just, My love is pure other reasons I can not number I have the mind of a dreamer the soul of an artist and my heart is that of a lover So don't push love aside because of impressions at first glance get to know ones true mind give inner beauty a chance

IN MY SHOES It will take you about a second to judge what you see. It will take you about a minute to decide whether or not you like me. It will take you about an hour to list my flaws. It will take you about a day to reveal all my faults. The outside you see Clearly and well But on the inside there's stories no one can tell So before you judge me based on my looks Remember it's impossible to judge stories by the cover of books. There's lots on my inside That the outside don't show Secrets and stories Things you couldn't possibly know ; My hopeless thoughts My endless devotion My hidden scars And unspoken feelings My opinions and All my issues Things you could never guess Unless you spent a day in my shoes The why, the how and when? The who, the huh and the what? The forgettable, the unforgettable The goodbyes, the tears, the scars The butterfly moments The smiles, the joy, the laughter The past, the stories, the memories The unthinkable, the thinkable The regrets, the mistakes, the lessons learned The every little detail I never told There's more to the story A lot more than you could guess There's more behind those silent cries There's more behind those crying eyes My stupid believes My broken dreams My dying wish And unwanted fears My opinions and All my issues Things you could never guess Unless you spent a day in my shoes