I'm lost within myself again
Failing at life.
It's so much harder than I thought
Losing my grip.
I am a distortion of truth
This isn't what I wanted
Thought about ending it all
I've got no further to fall
They say life is a song
"They" are wrong
Life is a tragedy in need of viewing
Pain is life and life tickles
No random actions are these
Purpose is what I need, lost
Not knowing is the way I live
Shadowed and blind I die.